Meaghan gets emotional. Fuck you.
why do I always do this?
no matter what, it always comes back to this.
Im sick of putting my emotions out there when all you do it hurt me
Im sick of crying over you, Ive wasted so much time that way
I hate that you play with my emotions like theyre a toy, theyre not.
i AM a person with feelings, do not disregaurd them.
what happened, what did i fucking do.
stop lying to me
dont tell me you love me unless you mean it.
dont tell me you love me if 5 minutes later youll love someone else.
dont tell me you love me unless you know what you want, and if what you want is me.
Im still really sick of crying over you, because i cant fucking stop. nor can i stop loving you. a year and a half of the same stupid shit.
I wish I was like you, I wish I could have feelings for other people. but i dont.
when I told you that you were the only person Ive ever really loved I meant it and unfortunately still do
at least Im honest about my feelings. but apparently being honest = being lonely as well.
and while were being honest, i AM better than you. in EVERY possible way.
you abuse me. you walk all over me because you know ill forgive you, because again, I am a better person than you.
your really dumb you know that, you probably wont do much better than me.
The worst part of this is that your not nearly worth it.