Mar 24, 2005 04:04
"Experiencing an unmistakable urge...
...I want to destroy something beautiful ill never have. I want to burn the Amazon Rain Forests. Pump chlorofluorocarbons straight up to gobble the ozone. Open the dump valves on super tankers and uncap offshore oil wells. I want to kill all the fish I cant afford to eat, and smother all the French beaches Ill never see.
I want the whole world to hit bottom.
I want to put a bullet between the eyes of every endangered panda that wont screw to save its species and every whale or dolphin that gave up and ran itself aground.
I want to breathe smoke.
I want to burn the Lovre. Ill do the Elgin Marbles with a sledge hammer.
I was raised on the belief that one day I would be something, one day I would be special. I am coming to a rapid conclusion that that is not the case. The television promised me a space among the lights , then left me in the dark.
Dont. Fuck. With. Me."
I wrote this up basically ripping off a bunch of excerpts of fight club, put it in present tense, and made it a tad more personal. I really like the anarchical mood of Fight Club and Chuck Palantuk is an incredible writer. Im picking up another of his books tommorow probably.
Its late and I should be sleeping.