Attractive CoWorkers...again
Yeah, I've ranted about how much it sucks to work with attractive people and here I go again. There are other factors that interfere with getting involved with someone than work: sexual preference, already dating someone else, or they just aren't attracted to me. So all stumbling blocks considered, including my inability to hit on strangers, I haven't had a since October. What does that mean to me? Mostly it means that I am particularly sensitive to people that I find attractive. So sitting next to someone in a meeting, chatting to them while waiting, etc. that attraction hits me and I gotta breathe through it. My heart starts pounding and my mind starts racing. Gah! It's just terribly frustrating when all I want to do is grab them by the shirt, pull, and makeout like teenagers. The fact that I don't really have a lot of time and I spend all of my time at one of my two jobs is difficult as well. Actually I think I'm taking it rather well, overall. I've acted approriately and avoided my impulses. I can do this. It'll be fine.