missing people
so here i am in Washington, at my gran grans house. in the middle of NO WHERE. well kindof. its "in" port Angeles, but its really more just outside of port Angeles....so might as well call it....Canada? well i think i should from now on because i can see Canada from my window. it look real purtty. it hasn't snowed here yet, which im kindof thankful for because if it did, it wouldn't just snow....it would be a huge ass storm and trap me in this house, which i wouldn't mind because i got my canvases, my paints and spray paint, and my galaxy express 999 books, and my game boys, aaannnnd GENESIS!(my computer baby) soo obviously i have internet.
so when i first got here i set up Genesis in the computer room (right now my dad is on his laptop which used to be mine, and my sister is on my granpa's computer...and im on Genesis...duh!) so my uncle Jonathan (which he used to live in Missouri, but now he lives here with my grandparents, he plays city of heroes and city of villains, and we tried uploadin/downloadin whatever you want to call it, city of heroes on Genesis, so its st its final loadin spot, and it says....blah blah blah your video card isn't powerful enough to run this game.
x_x
i really need to get a video card....all i have is a on board one..... so that day of the program error my family (consisting of my parents, my sister and me) all go into town which takes like i swear 2 hours, but it probably more like 1 hour. me and my dad go to radioshack (sp?) to go check out they video card(graphics card w/e you wanna call it) and they didn't have any!!!!!! they said..oh next door will most likely have 'em......i go next door...oh look at that CLOSED. so hopefully we'll go back today or tomorrow......0_o
while in town..i got myself paint (lots of it for certain people) spray paint (lots of it because it was only A FREAKIN DOLLAR EACH!!!!!!!!!) and i couldn't resist....i got myself a harley quinn barbie doll...T_T it looks so cute! it came with a lil key chain which i put on my father purse.(from azu manga daioh)
so yesterday i went over to Trenton's house and oh my goodness he made me so proud of him...he was playing ages of empires 1!!!!!!! XD so hes coming over today around 2 and hes going to bring that game with him so i can load it to my computer, which im pretty sure that Genesis can take it. oh thats another thing, Genesis is UBER fucking fast, and has an UBER amount of space and RAM.....but the only thing thats y'know making it not able to play is the freakin video card!!!! >_<
today is my family's x-mas...as in we're opening presents today..im so excited!
so really my whole point in posting was to rant about Andrew, and how cool and wonderful he is...but i got distracted by what was happenin here. sooo...about Andrew.... lol, he makes me all giggly and happy inside like no other has. ^_^ i love him so much. hes perfect for me in every way. i want to marry him. lol. alil odd eh? just the way he deals with me and my stupid ass promblems (like freaking out randomly) its so relaxing for me...hes so calm..and when hes calm im calm...like if forget about reality when i need to be in reality he brings me back. i really hope everything im saying is making sense. all the little things he says to express how feels about me..wwaahhh they melt my heart! his body language towards me is wonderful. lol, i never feel neglected. i tend to stress him out though, or i tend to hurt his feelings. T_T which completely crushes my world just to here from him that i've hurt him....i feel like such a terrible person..i try to do everything i can for him to make him happy and to feel like i've deserved him. i've actually been changing a lot of ways about my personilty to be compatible with him. like i've actually been controlling when i freak out and stuff...which is a miracle! gosh wish everyone could just understand exactly how i feel and everythin...but i guess everyone wishes that so it can't come true. lol.
well im gunna go make Atomictronic on city of heroes....see ya!
so when i first got here i set up Genesis in the computer room (right now my dad is on his laptop which used to be mine, and my sister is on my granpa's computer...and im on Genesis...duh!) so my uncle Jonathan (which he used to live in Missouri, but now he lives here with my grandparents, he plays city of heroes and city of villains, and we tried uploadin/downloadin whatever you want to call it, city of heroes on Genesis, so its st its final loadin spot, and it says....blah blah blah your video card isn't powerful enough to run this game.
x_x
i really need to get a video card....all i have is a on board one..... so that day of the program error my family (consisting of my parents, my sister and me) all go into town which takes like i swear 2 hours, but it probably more like 1 hour. me and my dad go to radioshack (sp?) to go check out they video card(graphics card w/e you wanna call it) and they didn't have any!!!!!! they said..oh next door will most likely have 'em......i go next door...oh look at that CLOSED. so hopefully we'll go back today or tomorrow......0_o
while in town..i got myself paint (lots of it for certain people) spray paint (lots of it because it was only A FREAKIN DOLLAR EACH!!!!!!!!!) and i couldn't resist....i got myself a harley quinn barbie doll...T_T it looks so cute! it came with a lil key chain which i put on my father purse.(from azu manga daioh)
so yesterday i went over to Trenton's house and oh my goodness he made me so proud of him...he was playing ages of empires 1!!!!!!! XD so hes coming over today around 2 and hes going to bring that game with him so i can load it to my computer, which im pretty sure that Genesis can take it. oh thats another thing, Genesis is UBER fucking fast, and has an UBER amount of space and RAM.....but the only thing thats y'know making it not able to play is the freakin video card!!!! >_<
today is my family's x-mas...as in we're opening presents today..im so excited!
so really my whole point in posting was to rant about Andrew, and how cool and wonderful he is...but i got distracted by what was happenin here. sooo...about Andrew.... lol, he makes me all giggly and happy inside like no other has. ^_^ i love him so much. hes perfect for me in every way. i want to marry him. lol. alil odd eh? just the way he deals with me and my stupid ass promblems (like freaking out randomly) its so relaxing for me...hes so calm..and when hes calm im calm...like if forget about reality when i need to be in reality he brings me back. i really hope everything im saying is making sense. all the little things he says to express how feels about me..wwaahhh they melt my heart! his body language towards me is wonderful. lol, i never feel neglected. i tend to stress him out though, or i tend to hurt his feelings. T_T which completely crushes my world just to here from him that i've hurt him....i feel like such a terrible person..i try to do everything i can for him to make him happy and to feel like i've deserved him. i've actually been changing a lot of ways about my personilty to be compatible with him. like i've actually been controlling when i freak out and stuff...which is a miracle! gosh wish everyone could just understand exactly how i feel and everythin...but i guess everyone wishes that so it can't come true. lol.
well im gunna go make Atomictronic on city of heroes....see ya!