A lot has been going on lately.
I haven't really taken the time to sort out my thoughts,
because I've been so busy it's kind of crazy.
I've just hit a temporary lull because of the Remembrance Day holiday.
School is... ok I guess. I've had a falling-out with a classmate I thought I was friends with,
and now I want nothing to do with him. The problem is I keep getting assigned with him, and I'm hoping like hell that although we're in the same group I'm not next to him for the test.
Finals for this term are tomorrow, I haven't touched on writing a plan yet; I'm kind of scared.
I got a cold on Friday and it was exacerbated by the long cold wet trip home last night.
And people wonder why I hate sports...
I quit my job at the grocery store. I guess eight months is a decent run... I was fairly happy there, but ever since my old manager left I've only been stepped and never had my needs taken into consideration. I tried so hard to improve and work better, and all I got as a reward was dicked around.
I've wanted to leave for awhile because of said dickery and because I was only doing customer service, and not getting any relevant experience at baking, which I'm going to sorely need. Hell, I sorely need it now. I know I'm one of the slowest people at school, but I just don't know how to get any faster. All I've been told is that it will come with experience...so I'm going to go looking for said experience.
I hope I can continue seeing some of my co-workers now that I've left, but I know how it is...
you get out of the job, you get out of the loop. It's really hard to make the transition from co-worker to friend. I've tried with M.A., J., and R., we'll see how it goes. I approached M., about the possibility of hanging out sometime, she said maybe.
It's difficult when you really like people but have nothing in common with them aside from bend of mind; A. falls into this category, and I'm going to sorely miss him. I can only hope I'm as well-liked as I thought I was, and I can really bridge that gap so I don't have to give up the reasons why I stayed at this job for so long. I would really like to be friends with A., but it's difficult because I'm not sure what, if any interests we share, and he has a daughter the same age as me. He's also a very private person.... which I guess it would be easy to guess considering I've been working with him about four months and don't really know his hobbies.
I don't know what these next months are going to bring, aside from a change of teacher and hopefully a change of living space for something cheaper. I think I have the strength to keep plugging away... I'm almost half-way there. Since I no longer have a job that demands so much time and mental energy (worrying about the damn thing, being there, worrying about my school work because I don't have time for studying or rest, really) I'll hopefully be able to focus on some things I really need to take care of : getting cheaper accommodations, taking care of my health, spending more time with my family, getting more rest, getting my b.c. student loan....spending more time with my friends.
The more things change, the more they stay the same, I know. The only variant worry on there from last year is spending more time with my family.
because I've been so busy it's kind of crazy.
I've just hit a temporary lull because of the Remembrance Day holiday.
School is... ok I guess. I've had a falling-out with a classmate I thought I was friends with,
and now I want nothing to do with him. The problem is I keep getting assigned with him, and I'm hoping like hell that although we're in the same group I'm not next to him for the test.
Finals for this term are tomorrow, I haven't touched on writing a plan yet; I'm kind of scared.
I got a cold on Friday and it was exacerbated by the long cold wet trip home last night.
And people wonder why I hate sports...
I quit my job at the grocery store. I guess eight months is a decent run... I was fairly happy there, but ever since my old manager left I've only been stepped and never had my needs taken into consideration. I tried so hard to improve and work better, and all I got as a reward was dicked around.
I've wanted to leave for awhile because of said dickery and because I was only doing customer service, and not getting any relevant experience at baking, which I'm going to sorely need. Hell, I sorely need it now. I know I'm one of the slowest people at school, but I just don't know how to get any faster. All I've been told is that it will come with experience...so I'm going to go looking for said experience.
I hope I can continue seeing some of my co-workers now that I've left, but I know how it is...
you get out of the job, you get out of the loop. It's really hard to make the transition from co-worker to friend. I've tried with M.A., J., and R., we'll see how it goes. I approached M., about the possibility of hanging out sometime, she said maybe.
It's difficult when you really like people but have nothing in common with them aside from bend of mind; A. falls into this category, and I'm going to sorely miss him. I can only hope I'm as well-liked as I thought I was, and I can really bridge that gap so I don't have to give up the reasons why I stayed at this job for so long. I would really like to be friends with A., but it's difficult because I'm not sure what, if any interests we share, and he has a daughter the same age as me. He's also a very private person.... which I guess it would be easy to guess considering I've been working with him about four months and don't really know his hobbies.
I don't know what these next months are going to bring, aside from a change of teacher and hopefully a change of living space for something cheaper. I think I have the strength to keep plugging away... I'm almost half-way there. Since I no longer have a job that demands so much time and mental energy (worrying about the damn thing, being there, worrying about my school work because I don't have time for studying or rest, really) I'll hopefully be able to focus on some things I really need to take care of : getting cheaper accommodations, taking care of my health, spending more time with my family, getting more rest, getting my b.c. student loan....spending more time with my friends.
The more things change, the more they stay the same, I know. The only variant worry on there from last year is spending more time with my family.