Well, that's a resounding no on that one.
Didn't get around to applying today, either.
Instead, I was asleep untill four pm.
*smacks her forehead*
I ate far too much junkfood today. In fact it's all I ate...
a pizza, a WHOLE kingsize twix, and like three glasses of vanilla coke...
Yeah I was having a bit of a bad moment for a minute there... what with the jitteryness and then the crashing...
*rocks out* I love this song....
I really need some actual x-japan albums. I love the tokyo dome live live live compilation, but I'd rather listen to a clean version without all the fangirl screaming...
*gets to the looooong musical interlude part of the song* OH yeah... that's it, right there...
*coughs*
Looking forward to going to wreck beach... unfortunately the weather doesn't appear to want to hit 25 within the next week, so there goes that. I have a rule that I don't go unless it's dog hot, otherwise I'll freeze far too much from swimming in the ocean.
I need to break these habits, I know.
Also, getting horny again. Dammit I hate how that fucks with my mind.
Staying on the 'net all night, sleeping all day... shit this is so bad...
Well, at least I'm seeing Alex Tuesday.
Anyone wanna go for fish and chips? We have tentative plans to do so then. Drop me a note, if so.
I'm getting horribly bored at work. I'm not learning anything new, and it's usually slow. The hours just drrrrraaaaag by. I'm aware it would go faster if I interacted a bit more with my co-workers... but they've all been there longer than me and have little cliques form. Whenever I try to add something to a conversation, it's like I am/I usually am, butting in. I hate that feeling...arrrgh.
Why I don't post over at Holy Zen! That much. I told everyone over there I was male, because I don't want the cheap acceptance I'd automatically get from being one of the few girls on a male-dominated board/hobby. It seems becoming a regular over there is a hard, slow process.
Oh well. I'll put up and/or shut-up, whatever.
I really need some shorts. Still having no luck finding a pair that fits me and looks decent. It sucks having such huge thighs.
Oh Yeah, and NOT wanting to wear short-shorts. Come on, people! *throws hands up black mage style* You assholes are pissing me off! It SHOULD be easy to find a pair of shorts with a longer than three or six inch inseam, and it really, really isn't.
Gah... oh well..
Finally got around to reading some more of Psychomech. It's gotten pretty weird, have a feeling it's going to get a hell of a lot weirder by the time all's said and done.
My friend in Australia is having some anger issues, I'm worried about him. I don't want to lose another friend to a stupid accident... I'm worried about what his anger will make him do. There's not much I can do from here... I hope something happens (not something bad, please GOD) to take his mind off of it...
In other news, the boarder is apparently moving out soon.
Not soon enough. Fucker had a stranger in the house on Friday and didn't tell me he was going to be there beforehand.
So it went down something like this...
(Karla gets out of the shower)
(towelling off, hears voices)
'Whow, the phone's really loud today--wait, ...TWO?! There's TWO other people moving around in the house?!'
OMFGPANICATTACK
'shitshitshit I hope they go away...I'm pretty defenceless, I didn't bring clothes in here, and I can't get out through that small window'
(listens...)
'Oh...it's Peter and a... friend OHSHITFUCKGODGETOUTTAMYHOUSE!!!!!!!!!'
'Was he over this whole damn time?! Was I sleeping with some fucktard I don't know in the house?!... No, I guess not... '
Random guy: (apparently rifling through a non-transparent bag out on the front bench of mine) Oh, who rented the howling?
Peter:It was...her.
'Fucking idiot. What, do I not have a name? WTF, you just go through people's shit when they're not there? Asshole...Leave. Fucking leave so I can get out of the shower and go on with my work day. '
Random guy:"I have to use the bathroom before we leave"
'Fuck... well they seem to be in the living room, not in sight of the damn bathroom hallway...'
(runs out of the bathroom and across the hall to her bedroom)
(a short time later, they leave)
(shaking with rage):Fuck...fuck...SOME PEOPLE'S FUCKING CHILDREN...
And that was that...
anyway I give that asshole Peter a talking to, and God he's so fucking dumb...
he was all,
"You don't trust me?"
and "You have people over the time"
Yeah, because, you know, I haven't known my friends for years or not had them over tonnes before.
fucking idiot he was all "-I- haven't known your friends for years" fucktard, you've only known the guy a couple of months max, that's not the goddamn point...
the point is HE'S A GODDAMN STRANGER, and you didn't tell me he'd be here...
anyway I finally got fucktard to admit the guy would be over again today (yesterday, now) to help him move again. It was like pulling teeth. Fucking chode.
No wonder all I ate today was junk-food. Trying hard to resist having another coke...
*pours a half glass* Well, there goes that.
aaahh...
Instead, I was asleep untill four pm.
*smacks her forehead*
I ate far too much junkfood today. In fact it's all I ate...
a pizza, a WHOLE kingsize twix, and like three glasses of vanilla coke...
Yeah I was having a bit of a bad moment for a minute there... what with the jitteryness and then the crashing...
*rocks out* I love this song....
I really need some actual x-japan albums. I love the tokyo dome live live live compilation, but I'd rather listen to a clean version without all the fangirl screaming...
*gets to the looooong musical interlude part of the song* OH yeah... that's it, right there...
*coughs*
Looking forward to going to wreck beach... unfortunately the weather doesn't appear to want to hit 25 within the next week, so there goes that. I have a rule that I don't go unless it's dog hot, otherwise I'll freeze far too much from swimming in the ocean.
I need to break these habits, I know.
Also, getting horny again. Dammit I hate how that fucks with my mind.
Staying on the 'net all night, sleeping all day... shit this is so bad...
Well, at least I'm seeing Alex Tuesday.
Anyone wanna go for fish and chips? We have tentative plans to do so then. Drop me a note, if so.
I'm getting horribly bored at work. I'm not learning anything new, and it's usually slow. The hours just drrrrraaaaag by. I'm aware it would go faster if I interacted a bit more with my co-workers... but they've all been there longer than me and have little cliques form. Whenever I try to add something to a conversation, it's like I am/I usually am, butting in. I hate that feeling...arrrgh.
Why I don't post over at Holy Zen! That much. I told everyone over there I was male, because I don't want the cheap acceptance I'd automatically get from being one of the few girls on a male-dominated board/hobby. It seems becoming a regular over there is a hard, slow process.
Oh well. I'll put up and/or shut-up, whatever.
I really need some shorts. Still having no luck finding a pair that fits me and looks decent. It sucks having such huge thighs.
Oh Yeah, and NOT wanting to wear short-shorts. Come on, people! *throws hands up black mage style* You assholes are pissing me off! It SHOULD be easy to find a pair of shorts with a longer than three or six inch inseam, and it really, really isn't.
Gah... oh well..
Finally got around to reading some more of Psychomech. It's gotten pretty weird, have a feeling it's going to get a hell of a lot weirder by the time all's said and done.
My friend in Australia is having some anger issues, I'm worried about him. I don't want to lose another friend to a stupid accident... I'm worried about what his anger will make him do. There's not much I can do from here... I hope something happens (not something bad, please GOD) to take his mind off of it...
In other news, the boarder is apparently moving out soon.
Not soon enough. Fucker had a stranger in the house on Friday and didn't tell me he was going to be there beforehand.
So it went down something like this...
(Karla gets out of the shower)
(towelling off, hears voices)
'Whow, the phone's really loud today--wait, ...TWO?! There's TWO other people moving around in the house?!'
OMFGPANICATTACK
'shitshitshit I hope they go away...I'm pretty defenceless, I didn't bring clothes in here, and I can't get out through that small window'
(listens...)
'Oh...it's Peter and a... friend OHSHITFUCKGODGETOUTTAMYHOUSE!!!!!!!!!'
'Was he over this whole damn time?! Was I sleeping with some fucktard I don't know in the house?!... No, I guess not... '
Random guy: (apparently rifling through a non-transparent bag out on the front bench of mine) Oh, who rented the howling?
Peter:It was...her.
'Fucking idiot. What, do I not have a name? WTF, you just go through people's shit when they're not there? Asshole...Leave. Fucking leave so I can get out of the shower and go on with my work day. '
Random guy:"I have to use the bathroom before we leave"
'Fuck... well they seem to be in the living room, not in sight of the damn bathroom hallway...'
(runs out of the bathroom and across the hall to her bedroom)
(a short time later, they leave)
(shaking with rage):Fuck...fuck...SOME PEOPLE'S FUCKING CHILDREN...
And that was that...
anyway I give that asshole Peter a talking to, and God he's so fucking dumb...
he was all,
"You don't trust me?"
and "You have people over the time"
Yeah, because, you know, I haven't known my friends for years or not had them over tonnes before.
fucking idiot he was all "-I- haven't known your friends for years" fucktard, you've only known the guy a couple of months max, that's not the goddamn point...
the point is HE'S A GODDAMN STRANGER, and you didn't tell me he'd be here...
anyway I finally got fucktard to admit the guy would be over again today (yesterday, now) to help him move again. It was like pulling teeth. Fucking chode.
No wonder all I ate today was junk-food. Trying hard to resist having another coke...
*pours a half glass* Well, there goes that.
aaahh...