TOO MUCH TO HANDLE
- DEPRESSED PHASE -
I know that I have a lot of maturing to do and I know that you do to. But you know how it goes. It's the things you love the most that are the hardest to let go. It seems like their is no coming back from this one. I wish their was a solution but i'm afraid that their is not one. I have been lonely before and I hope I can still remember how it is like to be..........alone. I feel as though I have wasted my time again, but i'll make sure not to see it that way. No matter what happens I believe that this is for the best. I also hope that you have learned from this as much as I have learned from this.
- PISSED OFF PHASE -
I feel as though i've been betrayed. Everytime something like this happens I end up looking like the bad guy. This is no relationship. It is more like puppy love. Were grown up. We shouldn't be treating ourselves like little kids or that is what everyone else is going to treat us like. I dont feel like I did anything wrong. I followed everything the best I could. But I guess that's what I will always be in your eyes and in your parents eyes.......a stubborn ass mexican. You guys always want to make me feel like i'm an american now and I shouldn't be a "real mexican". But I know in my eyes that I feel more proud to be a MEXICAN than an american. But you should know what is good for you because I know that I am happy with whatever you do with your mom manipulated life. So I know that i'm going to live up to my word and still be your friend because I made you that promise. So it's up to you whether you do want to talk to me or not.
LATER FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know that I have a lot of maturing to do and I know that you do to. But you know how it goes. It's the things you love the most that are the hardest to let go. It seems like their is no coming back from this one. I wish their was a solution but i'm afraid that their is not one. I have been lonely before and I hope I can still remember how it is like to be..........alone. I feel as though I have wasted my time again, but i'll make sure not to see it that way. No matter what happens I believe that this is for the best. I also hope that you have learned from this as much as I have learned from this.
- PISSED OFF PHASE -
I feel as though i've been betrayed. Everytime something like this happens I end up looking like the bad guy. This is no relationship. It is more like puppy love. Were grown up. We shouldn't be treating ourselves like little kids or that is what everyone else is going to treat us like. I dont feel like I did anything wrong. I followed everything the best I could. But I guess that's what I will always be in your eyes and in your parents eyes.......a stubborn ass mexican. You guys always want to make me feel like i'm an american now and I shouldn't be a "real mexican". But I know in my eyes that I feel more proud to be a MEXICAN than an american. But you should know what is good for you because I know that I am happy with whatever you do with your mom manipulated life. So I know that i'm going to live up to my word and still be your friend because I made you that promise. So it's up to you whether you do want to talk to me or not.
LATER FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!