nothing i can think of
i had a couple of really bad days in a row. monday was the worst i can recall having in a long time, then today was looking pretty good, considering, but turns out that rosina actually read my journal entry about her. *hits self in the head* this is so fucked up, thinking about all the things that went into this happening. if i just hadn't written
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With rosina - i think, that no matter what happens, people are going to move on eventually. And from what i remember before, you couldn't stand her that much anyways. If the worst does happen - you guys won't be talking as much, which i don't see how that could be so much of a disapointment. Even though i really don't know the whole story.
And i don't know if you're talking to me about that whole two cents thing. If you are, i'm.. sorry? I don't really remember a time where what you said made me think differently about you. But i think that people have online journals mainly to vent to someone else instead of yourself. A lot of times it is a cry for help, but othertimes.. it's just because it's nice to know that someone else will be reading it, or at least might be. At least that's part of it, i think.
I also think you worry a little to much about what people think of you. If someone doesn't like you, it's their loss. (i have the same problem) but i always try to remind myself that i don't have to be friends with everybody. Plus a lot of the time, i don't like them much either.
And i don't think you're mean, if that counts for anything. I'm really not to sure if it does anymore.. but ya know.
I hope you feel better laura. Just remember that shit happens, but life goes on :D And i love you!
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i wasn't talking about you, you're always really sweet. i'm just having the worst week i can remember having in a really long time.
i wish we could spend more time together, i feel like i have even less friends that i did last year, sigh.
i told dan that i hadn't eaten since breakfast and he told me to go eat something, i said i might, but i might just go to bed. anyways then he said he'd be back in like 30 minutes because he was going to go wash his car. then he showed up with a subway sandwich. it was really sweet, it made me happy. and i got to hang out with chelsea and yoni for a little while today and it was actually fun, so this has maybe been the least sucky day this week.
last night i didn't want to go to sleep because i knew i would just lay there i didn't want to have to sit with the lights out and just think. so i watched Daria on my bed with the laptop, and then i just passed out at like 4 30, needless to say, i was very tired all day.
i love you too.
i don't know, it seems like you're busy a lot, i would come over sometime but i dont' know. anyways
i'll talk to you
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