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i'm having one of those really fucking bad nights.
I don't know if it's just that i'm tired and a little bit hungry, but every, omg, i don't want to talk about it because i don't really want to make all my stuff public. i was crying earlier
music is sort of helping, i was listening to something slow... postal service i think and that got me REALLY down, so now it's that nifty mix i made
i hate it when i'm like this, people are being nice, try to cheer me up and i just put a bad spin on everything they say, i can't be happy about anything
i don't ususally get like this, normally i would think it was pms but i know it's not
i just hate myself, i'm going to stop compaining now i guess because i hate it when people jsut whine and whine and never do anything about or try to lighten up