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Sometimes life doesnt go the way you planned. things come up and life ends quicker than anticipated - The past couple weeks ive been sitting in my own pain and self misery. And escaping it by the one way i told myself never to escape. Drugs are the worst problem solver.
last night, after i found out my [now] ex boyfriend was cheating on me and ready to hook up with any and every one i thought i was gonna lose it for sure.
but after a chat wit an old friend on aim this morning i felt better and talked myself out of these newly bad habits.
without tomorrow to look forward to, what is life?
thats my question to all of you. The people ive lost in my life are meant to be gone. They have taught me life lessons and sometimes we forget to take the lesson after they've gone away because we are too consumed with the fact that they are gone from us for the possibility of forever. We people need to wisen up, huh?
On a lighter mucho happier note,im going to my Leeshas tonight =]
i havent seen my lax in such a long time. its gunna be AMAZING. im going to make her get me mc donalds. LOL or rather im bringing over cookie dough. haha maybe tonight we will make "NIGGER!" cookies. if not all shall be well and uhm that makes me happy.
also, Brians brother Kenny. we've been chit chatting alot lately. and i think that is pretty fucking cool. the end. comment or i shall beat you with a cat carcus [morbid? yes maybe.]
hearts, [stars, rainbows, clovers & blue moons]
CRYSTALLL
last night, after i found out my [now] ex boyfriend was cheating on me and ready to hook up with any and every one i thought i was gonna lose it for sure.
but after a chat wit an old friend on aim this morning i felt better and talked myself out of these newly bad habits.
without tomorrow to look forward to, what is life?
thats my question to all of you. The people ive lost in my life are meant to be gone. They have taught me life lessons and sometimes we forget to take the lesson after they've gone away because we are too consumed with the fact that they are gone from us for the possibility of forever. We people need to wisen up, huh?
On a lighter mucho happier note,im going to my Leeshas tonight =]
i havent seen my lax in such a long time. its gunna be AMAZING. im going to make her get me mc donalds. LOL or rather im bringing over cookie dough. haha maybe tonight we will make "NIGGER!" cookies. if not all shall be well and uhm that makes me happy.
also, Brians brother Kenny. we've been chit chatting alot lately. and i think that is pretty fucking cool. the end. comment or i shall beat you with a cat carcus [morbid? yes maybe.]
hearts, [stars, rainbows, clovers & blue moons]
CRYSTALLL