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so yeah did i mention how done with boys i am?
im packing all my crap right now, its a pain, but i stopped due to a spider. it gave me the creeps. i must have the most boring lj in the world of lj. damn it.
i feel ridiculously fat right now. i never want to see a piece of food as long as i live. damn it that wont work either.
so putting on a smile doesnt always work for me. Everybody thinks im so goddamned happy. Everybody also thinks im a bad actress . . i fool myself every day.
i wish my life was more interesting for people to read.
like seriously, whats with my self confidence? it took a dive. stupid boys, i blame them and myself for being so gullible.
i dont know what else to say.
im packing all my crap right now, its a pain, but i stopped due to a spider. it gave me the creeps. i must have the most boring lj in the world of lj. damn it.
i feel ridiculously fat right now. i never want to see a piece of food as long as i live. damn it that wont work either.
so putting on a smile doesnt always work for me. Everybody thinks im so goddamned happy. Everybody also thinks im a bad actress . . i fool myself every day.
i wish my life was more interesting for people to read.
like seriously, whats with my self confidence? it took a dive. stupid boys, i blame them and myself for being so gullible.
i dont know what else to say.