no love
These past couple of weeks have been good. I told myself no drinking during the week. I have been doing my shit for classes. I've been feeling alot closer to my friends. I have, however, been longing to be at home right now. It's okay though, becuase my friends here are like my family. Until today.
Party hardy at gravity last night - it was amazing. I was very much so drunk off my ass, and it was great. I played kickball, got hurt, had fun, partied hard. Then today, two of my best friends are being the biggest bitches - random shit. These people are the type of kids that do not judge, that have good, wholesome fun, and are amazing. But not today. I have not felt this disappointed with friends since I've been at school, including fall quarter until now. I hate girls, I hate having to worry about my friendships, and I hate feeling like this.
And now my friends want me to go to Shithouse for there is a rugby party going on. Do I really want to go? I don't want to go there and see my friends that I am having problems with and become all emotional and girly, for I am already doing that while writing this stupid journal. I'm out. No love for anyone.
Party hardy at gravity last night - it was amazing. I was very much so drunk off my ass, and it was great. I played kickball, got hurt, had fun, partied hard. Then today, two of my best friends are being the biggest bitches - random shit. These people are the type of kids that do not judge, that have good, wholesome fun, and are amazing. But not today. I have not felt this disappointed with friends since I've been at school, including fall quarter until now. I hate girls, I hate having to worry about my friendships, and I hate feeling like this.
And now my friends want me to go to Shithouse for there is a rugby party going on. Do I really want to go? I don't want to go there and see my friends that I am having problems with and become all emotional and girly, for I am already doing that while writing this stupid journal. I'm out. No love for anyone.