Dec 16, 2002 01:17
its 1:15 in the morning. all i can really think about is what i would be doing at scu if i were to be there with my friends. by all means, i am grateful i was able to come home for christmas, for thats what the holidays are all about, no? being with your family, and friends... having the feeling of a warm, cozy place to be with the people you love...
then why the hell do i wish i were still at school? its been three months, possibly even less, since i've met the people i have come to call not only my friends, but my family. i see these people everyday. if i have nothing to do, the first thing i'll think of will be, "hm.. i wonder who (fill in name here of those i dearly love at scu) is doing... i should call him/her." i have gotten closer to these people that i have come to call my friends than my friends here at home in seattle. by all means, my friends will always be my friends. they know everything about me. well... .almost. but at home.... scu home... i met my friends being who i truly am. henceforth, i was able to become friends whom i am truly like. isn't that what true friendship is all about?
its been no more than 30 hours since i have been home, and i am ready to go back. maybe its because my friends still have finals at U of W... but nevertheless, i miss my friends. it was pathetic. plain and simple. friday evening, my friends and i ended up standing in the rain for over an hour because i didn't want to not see them for three weeks. i am definitly counting the days until i am back at scu, comfortably cruising with my scu friends... the people i have come to love and miss constantly.
come back to me baby... for i love thee.