no more depressing debbie.
my bdays coming up and i have decided that i am going to be a new debbie. no more depressing debbie. no more angered debbie. instead, i am going to look at the lighter side of things... starting... NOW!
i played vball on sat, all day long, with tape on my wrist. i sucked incredibly and i now have a tan line. i, however, atleast go somewhat of a tan.
i grilled TONS of marinated short ribs for my mom's little gathreing on sunday, which prevented me from playing softball and getting an even nicer tan and learning how to enjoy the company of fellow church-going koreans. however, me doing the grilling help my mother and father atleast a little bit.
i finally watched two weeks notice on sunday. cute movie, but made me want a bf. got me bitter and sad for a moment. then realized how much of a headache guys can be and how dating gets me nowhere. i am, therefor, satisfied at the moment with my status as a single. (<-that, however, does not mean i cannot look :P)
my life at home IS work. that is all i do. i am now accepting that... now. but its okay, because i am accepting that. once i get to school, i will not be able to play that much. i have to get my butt back on track and be the smart girl i can be. okay, i'm not a smart girl, but hey, atleast i am going to try, right?
good enough start for me. agree?
i played vball on sat, all day long, with tape on my wrist. i sucked incredibly and i now have a tan line. i, however, atleast go somewhat of a tan.
i grilled TONS of marinated short ribs for my mom's little gathreing on sunday, which prevented me from playing softball and getting an even nicer tan and learning how to enjoy the company of fellow church-going koreans. however, me doing the grilling help my mother and father atleast a little bit.
i finally watched two weeks notice on sunday. cute movie, but made me want a bf. got me bitter and sad for a moment. then realized how much of a headache guys can be and how dating gets me nowhere. i am, therefor, satisfied at the moment with my status as a single. (<-that, however, does not mean i cannot look :P)
my life at home IS work. that is all i do. i am now accepting that... now. but its okay, because i am accepting that. once i get to school, i will not be able to play that much. i have to get my butt back on track and be the smart girl i can be. okay, i'm not a smart girl, but hey, atleast i am going to try, right?
good enough start for me. agree?