early in the MOnin'
starting my day off early in the MOnin'... at work. woowee.
i have decided to be good in god's eyes atleast in one way...especially since i probably haven't been this past year - not even in one situation. henceforth my crazy ass schedule this week. i have been at work by 8 in the MOnin'... (sometimes even earlier), and been there til 5 in the afternooon. i am then picked up by a dear friend of mine. go straight to starbucks (damn corporate companies that just rule our lives), then to church. at church, we teach them ratty kids who are grossly larger than i, about our theme - the fruit of the spirit.
i have decided that this good thing will help me prepare for this next year when i am ungratefully running around everywhere and playing my brains out. jk. i have to be a nerd from now on.
alright, okay. so i failed. and here's why. i told myself and my dear friend last night, on the way home from bowling, that today, i will try not to have any caffine... no wait... i will NOT have any caffine today as a test to see whether or not i can properly function at work and everything else i do. so let's see. i got to work at 7:30am. it is now 8:15am. and i am more than halfway through my first cup of coffee. i AM a failure. i AM a feigned. i need my daily dose.
you ask, what's my daily does??
i need my 8:00am cup. by 9:00am, i'm on my second. i then either have a red bull or another cup by 10:30am. I then have a soda (my scu friends will be happy with my choice of word there). By 5:15pm, i have another coffee (preferrably an americano or a triple) from startbucks. i am then set for the evening. and by set, i mean, i have no more caffine and i feel like crashing by 8pm.
what do you think about that? i know i'm afraid. afraid to know that i AM dependent on my caffine. sad...
i have decided to be good in god's eyes atleast in one way...especially since i probably haven't been this past year - not even in one situation. henceforth my crazy ass schedule this week. i have been at work by 8 in the MOnin'... (sometimes even earlier), and been there til 5 in the afternooon. i am then picked up by a dear friend of mine. go straight to starbucks (damn corporate companies that just rule our lives), then to church. at church, we teach them ratty kids who are grossly larger than i, about our theme - the fruit of the spirit.
i have decided that this good thing will help me prepare for this next year when i am ungratefully running around everywhere and playing my brains out. jk. i have to be a nerd from now on.
alright, okay. so i failed. and here's why. i told myself and my dear friend last night, on the way home from bowling, that today, i will try not to have any caffine... no wait... i will NOT have any caffine today as a test to see whether or not i can properly function at work and everything else i do. so let's see. i got to work at 7:30am. it is now 8:15am. and i am more than halfway through my first cup of coffee. i AM a failure. i AM a feigned. i need my daily dose.
you ask, what's my daily does??
i need my 8:00am cup. by 9:00am, i'm on my second. i then either have a red bull or another cup by 10:30am. I then have a soda (my scu friends will be happy with my choice of word there). By 5:15pm, i have another coffee (preferrably an americano or a triple) from startbucks. i am then set for the evening. and by set, i mean, i have no more caffine and i feel like crashing by 8pm.
what do you think about that? i know i'm afraid. afraid to know that i AM dependent on my caffine. sad...