Aug 21, 2004 11:40
hum...it's so strange...sitting at that concert last night i realized some random things...one of which is that i really wish i could find a guy where i could slip into his arms and fade away all day...altho ive tried to find that guy...and at times i thought i came close...theres just...no1 that ive been able to say "i could stay with u forever" ...i mean at one point i thought i finally found that guy that i could be with, and i wouldnt have to be doing anything, but just knowing hes there, and just feeling him next to me...i mean thats the greatest feeling...but hey that didnt work out so well...(ass hole)...mmm...but...i really need some1 in my life like that (only that likes me back and ...and it makes it hard that a lot of my friends are guys, but i wouldnt ever date them...no offense guys...mmm ya...haha but if ANY guy would serenade me (good tho...and nothing tacky) then i think id surrender to him...haha
well the concert was awesome tho! SOOO GLAD I WENT! WOOT and i got to bond with Emily haha specially in that parking lot w8ting to leave...haha...
got my last family birthday party today...it should be...interesting...im WICKED sad that my sarah cant come tho! the one person i wanted to be there...cant come! :'( ...but i understand my love is in pain and chubby cheeked...my poor baby...haha if shed come uncle buck and chuck would prob make fun of her BADDDDD...haha...but I LOVE MY SARAH!!! (no matter how chubby her cheeks r..hehe j/k)
kk i gotta go help with the party stuff <33333 Leave me somethin to read...no1 ever comments besides my sarah...*muah*