Atleast everyone I fuck doesnt end up pregnant...
Lies, cold and unfeeling
Tears, so hot they burn me
Fears, they're growing and twining
About my shattered heart.
You dont care,
You never will
You never did.
I was a goal
A chore
A score marked
and set
made
met
and crossed off your list of "Hunny Do's"
But whatever happened to the Hunny Don't's?
You broke me
You stole me
Spit me out and called me yours
Then kicked me out into the world
Naked as sin and fresh as a tear...
You'll haunt me forever.
But it doesnt matter,
you're just another scar
another count
another race to win
maybe i'll finally get lucky
and wont wake up tomorrow.
I can't stand it
It's building
A vengance so strong
that it cuts like a white hot knife
through rotted butter.
A hatred that seeths on the end of my mind
Touching my heart
Opening it wide...
If I weren't so numb, I'd feel it...
You have the guts to tell ME to open my eyes?
To tell me that the world is cruel and that everyone lies?
Well let me tell YOU somthing for once...
My eyes were open from my first breath,
and unblinking at my first sight of death
and the cruelty of the world
is spelt out in scars that scream
of blood
of anger
of pain
of me...
Of people like you
who dont know what you do...
Because I'm just another girl...
and love is just a word...
and promises are made to be broken...
Lies are meant to be truthfully spoken...
If I could breathe..
I'd wish you'd die.
_____
Don't ask...please dont.....My gods...Help me though...How can I get help? Without letting in I cannot let out and without telling I cannot receive....Why wont someone just hold me adn tell me that everything will be ok, and for once, let it be just that...simplistic and...O.k....Why can't someone just make me feel safe, and stay that way?........Is it too much to ask? Just to have someone touch their fingers to my hand and reassure me that I'm NOT insane, that my heart's STILL beating no matter what I've convinced myself and that the world is still turning and will continue to unless I build atleast twelve nine ton nukes and set them off simultaniously on the axis? Why do I always have to break down? Why doesnt superglue work anymore? Why do tears stain things red? Will someone please call me...anyone...when you read this? Please? I'm scared...
Tears, so hot they burn me
Fears, they're growing and twining
About my shattered heart.
You dont care,
You never will
You never did.
I was a goal
A chore
A score marked
and set
made
met
and crossed off your list of "Hunny Do's"
But whatever happened to the Hunny Don't's?
You broke me
You stole me
Spit me out and called me yours
Then kicked me out into the world
Naked as sin and fresh as a tear...
You'll haunt me forever.
But it doesnt matter,
you're just another scar
another count
another race to win
maybe i'll finally get lucky
and wont wake up tomorrow.
I can't stand it
It's building
A vengance so strong
that it cuts like a white hot knife
through rotted butter.
A hatred that seeths on the end of my mind
Touching my heart
Opening it wide...
If I weren't so numb, I'd feel it...
You have the guts to tell ME to open my eyes?
To tell me that the world is cruel and that everyone lies?
Well let me tell YOU somthing for once...
My eyes were open from my first breath,
and unblinking at my first sight of death
and the cruelty of the world
is spelt out in scars that scream
of blood
of anger
of pain
of me...
Of people like you
who dont know what you do...
Because I'm just another girl...
and love is just a word...
and promises are made to be broken...
Lies are meant to be truthfully spoken...
If I could breathe..
I'd wish you'd die.
_____
Don't ask...please dont.....My gods...Help me though...How can I get help? Without letting in I cannot let out and without telling I cannot receive....Why wont someone just hold me adn tell me that everything will be ok, and for once, let it be just that...simplistic and...O.k....Why can't someone just make me feel safe, and stay that way?........Is it too much to ask? Just to have someone touch their fingers to my hand and reassure me that I'm NOT insane, that my heart's STILL beating no matter what I've convinced myself and that the world is still turning and will continue to unless I build atleast twelve nine ton nukes and set them off simultaniously on the axis? Why do I always have to break down? Why doesnt superglue work anymore? Why do tears stain things red? Will someone please call me...anyone...when you read this? Please? I'm scared...