let the games begin!
so tonite is the first nite that i dont have anything to do for escuela. it also happens to be the first nite my parents want me home. so being the good kid that i am ((not)) i decide that thats fine... ill stay home and we will watch family movies or something, you know? maybe we will play some card games or a board game or two... so we are getting ready for another great skirt steak dinner, and everyone starts fighting... so much for family nite. so now im stuck. i have nothing for school, i dont need to be home, and yet still have nothing. nowhere to go... this sucks sooooo bad... makes me almost wish i had a bf. you know? someone that wud always be there on nites like this. not even ao... im sure hes got something to do with lauren... hes always got something to do with lauren... i pass him in the hallways occationally and if hes with lauren he doesnt even say hi... so you know what?
FUCK YOU AO!!! AND FUCK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO YOURSELF CUZ NOW YOU FUCKING SUCK!
i feel better.... kinda?
im sooo bored... and this sucks soooo bad... i wish i had a car and my license. that wud make life so much easier.
so im into writing now. ever since this damn live journal thing got started... i start all my jounals with a title, a music and a mood. i think it actually helps. lolol. im such a loser. im keeping a journal now... like on paper... its really cool... i like it. cuz now i can talk to whoever i want and say whatever it is that i want to say and not have to worry about how they wud feel if i said that or worry about having to say that i am sorry later. but for now i need insentive... so i have started cataloging my life in letters... like i write what i do each day writing to some... so it feels like it has a purpose or some kinda of meaning. so this weekend is written to ajo because he is out of town... i mite give it to him, i mite put it here, or maybe ill just burn it if it winds up being really bad... lolol. the last really really really long one i wrote was in denver, i wrote it to santa... it was 21 pages in 5 days... it was sooo kick ass and i am sooo gad that i wrote it cuz now i have a minute by minute look back on the trip... i think its so hott!!! but yeah.
so i need sweet 16 ideas... leave comments on ideas for what to do... the cruise is off...
<3
FUCK YOU AO!!! AND FUCK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO YOURSELF CUZ NOW YOU FUCKING SUCK!
i feel better.... kinda?
im sooo bored... and this sucks soooo bad... i wish i had a car and my license. that wud make life so much easier.
so im into writing now. ever since this damn live journal thing got started... i start all my jounals with a title, a music and a mood. i think it actually helps. lolol. im such a loser. im keeping a journal now... like on paper... its really cool... i like it. cuz now i can talk to whoever i want and say whatever it is that i want to say and not have to worry about how they wud feel if i said that or worry about having to say that i am sorry later. but for now i need insentive... so i have started cataloging my life in letters... like i write what i do each day writing to some... so it feels like it has a purpose or some kinda of meaning. so this weekend is written to ajo because he is out of town... i mite give it to him, i mite put it here, or maybe ill just burn it if it winds up being really bad... lolol. the last really really really long one i wrote was in denver, i wrote it to santa... it was 21 pages in 5 days... it was sooo kick ass and i am sooo gad that i wrote it cuz now i have a minute by minute look back on the trip... i think its so hott!!! but yeah.
so i need sweet 16 ideas... leave comments on ideas for what to do... the cruise is off...
<3