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well looks like nothing has changes. I was looking through the history for an image to use for an icon set & what do I find? 3 pictures of girls asses & 2 chest shots. I'm fucking sick of this. it's breaking my heart. He tells me they mean nothing & he dosen't know why he looks at them. He tells me he's miserable. I've really lost faith & have no clue what to do anymore. He dosen't want to have sex with me anymore he just wants a blowjob. I feel so disgusting. How can they mean nothing & you keep doing it? I don't get it. He refuses to tell me what I need to do to be more attractive to him. He keeps telling me I already am beautiful & all this. I can't believe him. Not one bit. He tells me he doesn't want to break up with me. I tell him don't look at them anymore. he promised & broke it. I'm begging him now. I know he'll keep doing it. & like the fool I am, I'll let him keep doing it.