You know i rep this shit.

Sep 15, 2009 00:24

This isn't about what you do when nobody's watching.
This isn't about the way you joke around and try to be cool.
This isn't about how much i love you, but don't want to admit it.
This isn't about how much i hate you, and don't eer want to talk to you again,
This isn't about the 4 people I just reference.
And this isn't about the people who read this.

It's not about how much everything you do WON'T mean in 1000 years.

It's not about when you're stuck in the past, or the future.

It's not about every phone call you don't return
It's not about every text you ignore.
It's not about every IM you send that makes me scowl.

It means so much more than me not doing my homework.
I care SO much more than you think.

And it's not about the stories they told you when you were little.
Or the perceptions you have or reality.
Or everything you don't know about me, or anyone else around you.

And it's not about  the temper tantrums I have.

It's not about nessicity.
It's not about the stars.
It's not about everything you don't want to take seriously.

It's not about words that have ceased to mean anything to me.

So tell me why all of that matters, when it's not what anything's about.

Because it's not about that.
It's about life.

andialmosthadyou.butiguessthatdoesn'tcutit.
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