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May 13, 2004 20:43

grrr im so mad look at this - i didnt write the entry b4 the alst one..
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ok im ina REALLY bad mood i dont know why

steve stole my dollar
angel stole from jojo
i find myself being a bitch to joe :(
steph nd carl broke up! grr
im tired as hell
w a i t i n g f o r j o e t o c a l l m e b a c k
feeling like poo

god joe's asking me why i seem depressed but i dont know.. i get this feeling that i hate myself for something. i know i have alot that went on for me to feel that way but , what now?

i think im mad at myself for how i've been treating joe.. the littlest things that go on piss me off so much!
it feels like pms but it's not!! :( i wanna cry for no reason at all..

well i started getting in this mood today when i was talking to heather, i told joe that she said hi and all that good stuff, and he kinda got mad? i dont know but he stopped talking and kept changing the subject, i mean i dont want to u p s e t him but i at least wanna know whats going on! i hate it - i ask him whats wrong nd he just says nothing even though you can tell that he's b o t h e r e d by somethng or another. thats when i started to feel like shit - i dont know i guess steph nd carl breaking up got me thinking about how i treat joe and how he feels around me.. im sure we'll work this out..but im left here to ponder over what's going on as he's out...

grrr help me somethings very wrong and im left clueless

t u r d
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