Oct 20, 2004 19:51
so im like the new JoJo song. "baby its you"
we played it at work, and i was dancing around with the kids.
it was funny, they thought i was funny, i was serious.
hahah jk.
i dont think its possible to be serious with three yr olds.
and im not serious at all unless im upset obviously,
but in general im a goofball,
so its a tad impossible for me.
but yeah.
this isnt going to be mucho of an update,
i really dont have much to say.
at work, it was Trevors birffday, and we got cupcakes. =)
lol, i think that was my first cupcake in like 5yrs.
they were good.
i need a shower.
i bought cheapo gel and its making my head itch.
so,
a family freind,
she was pregnant with twins,
and she lost one of the babys,
and she just found out the live one is a giiiiiirl.
i talked ot my mom today, and she was like "im so happy mar's gonna have a girl"
and i was like "yeah its cool" she was like "i so desprately wanted a girl... and i got more then i could ever hope for."
lmfao, i was like "thanks mom." lol.
and then she went into the whole reasurace of
:im proud of you, your a beautiful person, and that she should be proud of me:
and i was like "wanna rethink that? lol"
and she was like "noooooooooope"
and then she was like "i love you lexi"
haha "not as much as i love you ma"
i love my mom.
when she dies, im seriously going to like kill myself.
im lost without her.
now she is the one person in this world that i literly NEED.
and my dad too, bc i am the OPPITOMY OF a daddys girl, but my mom is my bestfriend.
and shes not even my mom, which just makes me love her more, becuase she loves me like im her real daughter even when im not.
she said sometimes, it feels like im hers, and that she has dreams about giving birth to me,
and growing up, she forgot i was adopted, that it felt so right she almost made herself think i was hers.
thats cute i think, lol.
my little brothers birthday is comming up.
the big f - i - v - e.
hes having a spongebobsquarepants party!
hahaha. so cute.
i cant wait to see pictures.
well cool kids.
im hittin the sack.
comment like its your job.
akay?
You ain't got to buy nothing
It's not what I want
Baby it's You
We don't have to go nowhere
Its not what I want
Baby it's you
It's not for what you got
Cause I know you got a lot
No matter what you do
You always gettin Hot
It's You,
It's You
Baby all I want is You
♥