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Wow, I've really been neglecting this journal. I have just been so tired and bored. =\
Well, I guess I'll just update about this past week or something.
Tuesday, Randy came over, of course. He was going to come over on Wednesday, but he forgot to ask his mom that morning, so he couldn't. He probably wouldn't had been able to anyway because he had to help her clean up the other house. But then he just came over on Thursday till almost 8. I felt really bad though because my mom, dad, and brother were all aruging downstairs, yelling at eachother and shit, and he heard all of it. They all know that I hate arguing, it makes me upset, and they did it anyway. Randy was so nice and sweet when they were. He just held me just in case I cried, and told me not to pay attention to them, just him. He had me staring in his eyes most the time. Hes so sweet to me. I love him so much. =)
On Friday, me, Randy, Andrea & Brandon went bowling for the school. We played against Tia, Amanda, Jordan, and Samantha. It was fun. I kinda sucked though, since I hadn't bowled since last year. I pulled something one of the last few times I went. It really hurts. I also fucked up my knee again somehow, and I was really dizzy and shit. I don't know. =\ All the others did pretty well, even Randy considering he never really bowled before.
Then, Friday night, I went to Andrea's party, at the bowling alley. lol. It was fun. I was still a little dizzy though, and had to keep sitting down. It was me, Randy, Shaun, Michelle, Patrick, Racheal, James, and Andreas family. I think that was everyone. But, yeah. I had fun for the most part. Then after that, I met up with Randy and Shaun and Michelle at 3rd Friday for like, an hour. When we got out of the bowling alley, my dad and I were driving next to Randy and them. lol. I waved to Michelle. I wasn't really paying that much attention to them though because I was talking to my dad. Eh. But, yeah. At 3rd Friday, me and Randy left them and went down to the water. I love just sitting down there with him. Its so relaxing. We just sat on a bench, looked at the water, and talked and joked and stuff. We were looking in eachothers eyes, and he was like, "Your eyes are really blue..." lol. He said he never really noticed how bright they could be.
So, that was my past week really. I spent a lot of time with Randy, and I loved it all. Hes so great to me, I don't know why I treat him so badly sometimes. I wish I could be better for him, but sometimes I just can't. I love him so much, he just doesn't have any idea I think.
Happy birthday Andrea. I love you, and I hope you had a good one. =D
Next Saturday shall be my birthday party. hehe. Should be fun/interesting.
And Brandon, you should really help me make a new layout or something. I have a picture in mind, but its kinda sucks, so you should help me find something and make it. ;)