May 13, 2004 21:54
hey
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yeah well today was normal..we had church..cheerleading practince. the peprally is 2morrow it should be badass.lol soo yeah make us signs if ur our lovers. cept like all of us have realized that we are going to miss eachother no matter how much we have faught er w/e. we all are awesome friends after all. the 8th graders are leaving. its really sad cause.. thay are kind of the life of the party if you know what i mean. especially in my gay school..they make alot of things fun. but not saying that the 7th graders didnt have any part either!! lol..but yeah. good luck to all of y'all. in high school..with new people..boyfriends..girlfriends..parties..alchohol(sp)..drugs haha..and everyhting else that coems with it. leaving us here is guna be so different..the halls r guna be so fuking quiet now haha. i know for sure i am guna cry tomorrow. we all are i bet. its guna be so sad. friendships are going to break and ppl are going to forget their real friends. its a scary thought. i just think of how its guna be for me next year when i leave the people that i MOSTLY love and have been with for almost my whole life. wow. even though stm is fuking gay but i know every hall and corner and PERSON. i'm excited to meet new people but..it just wont be the same because when i go to whatever school i go to..i'll be talking to sumone and getting to know them..and in my head and heart i know i will be thinking "..i wonder what my real best friends are doing right now.."...its guna be so different. and then..when i see my best friends at football games er sumthing..and all we do is smile and wave to eachother..i'll be thinking "..i knew this would happen.." because u always forget..even tho u keep in touch and hang out like 3 times a month. its still not the same. u dont talk like u used to. u dont know EXACTLY whats going on with their love lives or their teachers or other friends. that scary shit to me. but i hope it doesnt happen. for any of us. if it does. jsut remember this entry if u realize it when it happens to you. all i want is for all my friends to stay friends. no matter what.
i love yall so much. 8th graders- stay cool and good fukin luck. its a hard world out there. this is just another step. keep in touch.
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erika