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well, her is an update to the 4 people that care.... seriously
im thinking about screwing this thing. no one ever comments. oh well, maybe ill keep it, maybe i wont.
well, prom is tonight and billy got a cadillac rental and i must say that it rocks beyond belief. i want one....too bad its 40000! lol oh well.
idk what it is with me. i still like "her," but she is dating someone else and it makes me mad cause i want her back so bad. and now i am afraid that i have lost her forever and i just dont want that to happen. i love her too much for that to happen. i want to be with her.....for REAL this time. Gosh ive been such an idiot in relationships. I wish i didnt break up with her. i am regreting it deeply. gosh, why must my life be so screwed up? i just wish that we were back together and i wish everything was like it used to be. but apparently, you've moved on and i am left kicking myself for what i did. and i just want to say, if you even want to read this, that i am deeply sorry for what i did, and that i still love you. i want to be with you so bad.
oh well, parents are home and i dont want them to see what im writing so im gettin off of here... leave comments
im thinking about screwing this thing. no one ever comments. oh well, maybe ill keep it, maybe i wont.
well, prom is tonight and billy got a cadillac rental and i must say that it rocks beyond belief. i want one....too bad its 40000! lol oh well.
idk what it is with me. i still like "her," but she is dating someone else and it makes me mad cause i want her back so bad. and now i am afraid that i have lost her forever and i just dont want that to happen. i love her too much for that to happen. i want to be with her.....for REAL this time. Gosh ive been such an idiot in relationships. I wish i didnt break up with her. i am regreting it deeply. gosh, why must my life be so screwed up? i just wish that we were back together and i wish everything was like it used to be. but apparently, you've moved on and i am left kicking myself for what i did. and i just want to say, if you even want to read this, that i am deeply sorry for what i did, and that i still love you. i want to be with you so bad.
oh well, parents are home and i dont want them to see what im writing so im gettin off of here... leave comments