First Christmases
First Christmas without Ben. I have a feeling it won't be the last one. I think we're at the end. Two months ago we were fine. I was going out to New York to visit him, and he still wanted to marry me. Today.. it's a little different story. I'm wondering what the fuck happened and not getting an answer. I'm not a little girl anymore. So why do I feel like one? I put so much time and effort into this relationship. I wish my mom would stop asking me about him. I can't imagine my life without him.