Oh no!
OK..... Got back form New Orleans last night and I'm going to hold off making an entry about that because well, the digi cam broke somewhere when we entered Lafayette Cemetery #1 (weird) and so I had to buy disposable. Chad's Mom is gonna pay for us to get our picture CD's and then I will make an entry about it all.
But.... On a more serious note, I'm extremely scared and depressed right now. Chad informed me tonight that his Dad is threatening to take him down to the military recruiter on Saturday and if Chad refuses, we're getting kicked out. All because Chad hasn't found a "real job" yet. Fucking stupid. I'm just hoping this is some little stupid random threat of his Dad's. He's made them before. Chad's gonna go look for a job tomorrow hardcore and show his dad app's. I work from 10-4:30 and well, I have this stupid sad tunnel vision that is saying "What's the point of going to work tomorrow if we get kicked out on Sat?" and I know that's b/s but whatever. I'm so scared. Chad knows damn well if he joins the military, we're over. I can't even bear the thought of being away from him for even 1 night. July 10th will be 8 months we've been together all of that time we've lived together here and slept with each other every night. There is NO WAY I will survive him going into the military and me not seeing him for MONTHS. OK. Phew. Gotta chill I'm getting upset. OK.
So... If his Dad is for real and wants to kick us out, Chad and I have some very dirty little secret about his Dad that we know. I know. Stooping to bribery. But it's pretty bad and who knows what would happen if Chad's Mom found out. Walter better back the fuck off if he knows whats best for him. I love my Chad. He is all I have and I will die if I lose him. For real. I just don't know what to do. Chad and I have no where else to go. I just hope it'll all work out and come Saturday, Wally takes the stick out of his ass and all will be well. God help us.
But.... On a more serious note, I'm extremely scared and depressed right now. Chad informed me tonight that his Dad is threatening to take him down to the military recruiter on Saturday and if Chad refuses, we're getting kicked out. All because Chad hasn't found a "real job" yet. Fucking stupid. I'm just hoping this is some little stupid random threat of his Dad's. He's made them before. Chad's gonna go look for a job tomorrow hardcore and show his dad app's. I work from 10-4:30 and well, I have this stupid sad tunnel vision that is saying "What's the point of going to work tomorrow if we get kicked out on Sat?" and I know that's b/s but whatever. I'm so scared. Chad knows damn well if he joins the military, we're over. I can't even bear the thought of being away from him for even 1 night. July 10th will be 8 months we've been together all of that time we've lived together here and slept with each other every night. There is NO WAY I will survive him going into the military and me not seeing him for MONTHS. OK. Phew. Gotta chill I'm getting upset. OK.
So... If his Dad is for real and wants to kick us out, Chad and I have some very dirty little secret about his Dad that we know. I know. Stooping to bribery. But it's pretty bad and who knows what would happen if Chad's Mom found out. Walter better back the fuck off if he knows whats best for him. I love my Chad. He is all I have and I will die if I lose him. For real. I just don't know what to do. Chad and I have no where else to go. I just hope it'll all work out and come Saturday, Wally takes the stick out of his ass and all will be well. God help us.