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it's been forever. but, i needed a place where i could write what i really felt without the person ever seeing it.
you control every thought i have. if you aren't happy, then neither am i. if you're not in a good mood, then neither am i. is this what love it? i honestly don't know. i just know this isn't healthy. you shouldn't be able to control my emotions like you do. sometimes, you make me feel like i'm the luckiest girl alive. sometimes, i feel like i do not even exist in your mind.
i need to become my own person again.
there's a wall standing here between us. that's all that's keeping you from freedom. i keep pushing harder and you keep getting stronger. you won't break 'cause you're afraid you'll fall.
... i promise i'll catch you.
you control every thought i have. if you aren't happy, then neither am i. if you're not in a good mood, then neither am i. is this what love it? i honestly don't know. i just know this isn't healthy. you shouldn't be able to control my emotions like you do. sometimes, you make me feel like i'm the luckiest girl alive. sometimes, i feel like i do not even exist in your mind.
i need to become my own person again.
there's a wall standing here between us. that's all that's keeping you from freedom. i keep pushing harder and you keep getting stronger. you won't break 'cause you're afraid you'll fall.
... i promise i'll catch you.