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This weekend has been fun, well mostly sunday, lol. Friday i hung out w/ chris after work, we had fun..he is fun to be around even when we dont do anything b/c he is the funniest mofo, lol. Saturday we hung out again, it was hot, i got a Von Dutch belt for 3 bucks, i kno its so out but it was a cute belt, and 3 bucks is cheap! so i had to get it, then sunday i hooked up w/ an egyptian guy, he has a stron accent, lol he was hot, and he has a mercedes, not that its really important but its nice, o well, ill update tomorrow w/ some juicy details cuz im hanngin out w/ ole tarek(i.e. egyptian guy) today!! yay!
ya know what im not goin right now, b/c for some odd reason all these memories came to mind, and it makes me want to cry, and its all about lilly, its b/c we never see eachother, and it sucks, i remember the days when avie corey sam and me a lilly would go to her dads house by ourselves and jump in the pool and play online and crank up the record player w/ some good old rocky horror and dance like fools, i know it sounds funy and it was funy and fun, but the thought of what will never happen again is so sad. Her dad had to marry some dumb young bimbo and fall to her feet and do everything that she asks. So that means he sold the house, and her horse and now they live in the suburbs..what the fuck, that pisses me off so goddamn much. Now she lives w/ her mom b/c her dad is being very irresponsible. Her mom is so nice and she means well, but she is jumping from apartment to apartment, i hope she keeps the one she is in now b/c its my fav. BUt when she lived in the trailer it was the best, we had some good times there. We always have good times, but its all stopping b/c of so many things, and i refuse to let this happen i love her too much and i know she loves me. It wont happen, she is my best friend, i would honestly die for her. i remember when we were first friends and we would hang out at the mall and yea this is shallow but honesty, i would get kindof embarassed b/c the way she dressed and all, but now it doesnt matter i want to be like her, she inspires me so much, she helped me through the toughest times whne i was ashamed of being gay, now i dont give 2 shits wat anyone has to say about it, all b/c of her, she is my everything, she is the best and to all of you who dont get the chance to know her or have but thrown the chance away are really missing out...i feel better, but not completely, not until i stay the nigh t w/ her again..........later
ya know what im not goin right now, b/c for some odd reason all these memories came to mind, and it makes me want to cry, and its all about lilly, its b/c we never see eachother, and it sucks, i remember the days when avie corey sam and me a lilly would go to her dads house by ourselves and jump in the pool and play online and crank up the record player w/ some good old rocky horror and dance like fools, i know it sounds funy and it was funy and fun, but the thought of what will never happen again is so sad. Her dad had to marry some dumb young bimbo and fall to her feet and do everything that she asks. So that means he sold the house, and her horse and now they live in the suburbs..what the fuck, that pisses me off so goddamn much. Now she lives w/ her mom b/c her dad is being very irresponsible. Her mom is so nice and she means well, but she is jumping from apartment to apartment, i hope she keeps the one she is in now b/c its my fav. BUt when she lived in the trailer it was the best, we had some good times there. We always have good times, but its all stopping b/c of so many things, and i refuse to let this happen i love her too much and i know she loves me. It wont happen, she is my best friend, i would honestly die for her. i remember when we were first friends and we would hang out at the mall and yea this is shallow but honesty, i would get kindof embarassed b/c the way she dressed and all, but now it doesnt matter i want to be like her, she inspires me so much, she helped me through the toughest times whne i was ashamed of being gay, now i dont give 2 shits wat anyone has to say about it, all b/c of her, she is my everything, she is the best and to all of you who dont get the chance to know her or have but thrown the chance away are really missing out...i feel better, but not completely, not until i stay the nigh t w/ her again..........later