Jun 20, 2005 23:28
((the opposite of ps: this was supposed to be short. so id just really skip over everything. its really an expendable entry.))
so i saw a commercial for Empire (some new fangled show about ceasar and stuf) and the FIRST thing i thought of was... *gasp* PIPER!!!
it pissed me off that the FIRST thing i HAD to think of was her... but then it made me laugh.
a lot.
it would TOTALLY be something she would love to watch... or MAKE us watch.
damn...
if only this show was during the year...
imagine the HOURS of class time we could have wasted watching it.
on the plus side::
patch adams was on. :)
and it totally cemented my feelings in wanting to become a doctor. that i sincerely, truly want to just help ppl. i want to learn about them and give them hope that there IS someone out there who loves them and cares for them. and i really do want to heed sumthing robin williams said in it-
he said... wherever u are, wutever u are doing: talk to people. get to know them. share your hopes and dreams fears and fantasies. if u are only able to do just that, u have at least touched their heart.
(something to the gist of that)
on the down side::
im guessing that im the worst daughter in the world. otherwise i wouldnt be in this position. and the worst part is... sometimes, i just dont want to care.
just please. please. dont let me get grounded tomorrow. eekkk!
anddd then on the stupid side::
many ppl make me mad. and upset. and lost. and scared. and then... at the same time i feel love and hope and happiness and i just smile bc i want them and need them so much.
drop it like its hawt
((ps: cool runnings is on. how awesome is tbs??))