Fuck you, Grow up.
What is a groupie?
Someone who fucks a bunch of people in bands, Following them around like a lost fucking dog Just so they can fuck them and say the did it.
will YOU please tell me where i have ever, EVER done that? You can't fucking name One time its ever happend. So we didnt work out, All of a sudden im a whore? A groupie? we were 15 fucking years old WHY ARE YOU STILL ON IT? move the fuck on, Get over it and stop fuckin talkin shit, saying i'm a groupie or a whore when you know damn good and well that I'm not even like that, Nor have i EVER been. I cared about people and i got shit on, and THAT makes me a "Groupie?" Don't fuckin think so. You're a fucking immature asshole and i don't think you'll ever grow up. I've tried and tried and tried to be cool with you, and still you continue to be the only thing i've ever known you to be, a self centered arrogant little prick.
Lets see here, i went to shows (Something i rarely even do anymore) i Had friends in bands and we hung out, and THAT makes me a groupie?...Can you even name who i've fucked? better yet can you name How many i've fucked, Since im such a big ass groupie? Lets see are you still pissed because we broke up and i started talkin to your friend? is that what it is? Still hold grudges? maybe if YOU hadn't been such a fucking asshole. But you know what, I'm better for it now. I have a wonderful boyfriend, Who treats me like Gold, and i wouldnt trade him for the world, I know what the fuck I am, I made a few mistakes, sure, everyone does I made my own reputation i'm well aware of that, but seriously years later, to still be talking about it, acting like you know something when you Know shit Its just lame. You really need to grow up and get out of the past. Either that or just fucking kill yourself already.
Anyways, Yesterday was spent me being sick, I dunno what it is, but lately i've been off and on again with being sick. I didnt get to talk to patrick, Which kinda sucked but I'm almost positive i'll live. So i just spent all day really talking to brock and jenn. I know i said i was going tanning today but, I'm not haha. Oooops, maybe tomorrow haha. I need to go look for a new job tomorrow, Not working makes me feel like a bum, and gives me too much time on my hands, Plus incase This lady don't call back which she hasnt yet so im getting angry, i'll need to be getting pay checks So that i can help patrick. Even though theres yet another Bump in the road. God hates our relationship, and that is my final answer. But we will not give up, Oh no sir, We're perfect for eachother, So we can definitley work through all of this and finally be together in the same state again =) I will wait as long as it takes, If i'm waiting until im 85 years old and dying that day, Atleast i would have been able to spend it with him, I would give anything, anything in the world to just see him, kiss him, touch him even if it was just for 5 minutes, Ohh how i long for it. I miss it so much =(. PATRICK BABY I LOVE YOU AND EVERYTHING IS GOING TO WORK OUT JUST FINE, I KNOW IT!!!!
P.S. Jill got a new Car, It is sextastic™ (my word) and She will come to columbus someday to visit, and we will throw down.