To Ishmael,
Hey Ishmael, where'd ya go? I miss you so much. I sitting here thinking about you. Its been so long that we've actually had a conversation. No, I'm not mad. I just really miss talking to you. Remember all old conversations we used to have about the most random stupidest shit? You calling me a 'jenius'. Or my mispelling of words would somehow turn into our slang such as 'whatever duede'. And once in a while you would ::stab me with a parrot:: Sometimes we would have our serious talks though and we would always try to help each other out. But now, that doesn't happen anymore. We both have totally different lives now. We used to both always talk about how we loved Blink 182 and Bowling For Soup. We'd constantly quote Blink. "Down" was one of our favourite songs. I remember when also loved reading shit off Maddox's website. That guy is still hilarious. We pretty much had all the same interests. As I'm thinking about all this my throat starts to close up from the tears because I really don't want to cry, I really fucking don't. I just miss this. I found all the letters you wrote me in La Amistad. Thank you again for writing those letters, those letters will always mean something.
We both can sit here and say that we will try to keep in contact each other but honestly, we both have different lives and I don't see that happening. I know i know...you are already thinking it...yes I am cynical, you've told me that millions of times. Maybe once I get enough money I can come see you but for now I'm just going to keep in my heart that you will always be my brother and evil sidekick. I'm always thinking of you and I'm so proud that you're going to college. I know you're going to do fucking amazing and kick everyone's ass because you are the smartest kid I know. Seriously. And you totally pwn.
I also want to thank you for introducing me to Jeff. I miss that kid too. I hope he's doing okay. I'm sure he'll go places, he's pretty intelligent. Although I will never forget this:
ivanickk: you would not believe how much masturbating I just did
ivanickk: but then again you probably don't want to know
Then you said: "I make fun of him cuz he said that he could masturbate to the wrath by rufio"
I will never ever forget that.
Here's something for you interest:
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
And here's how I responded:
1. you are my evil side kick
2. Bowling For Soup - 1985 and Blink 182 - Down/Eurotrip
3. hmmm..how bout, watermelon
4. wow i have a few: ::pokes u with a parrott:: the wrath by rufio and its not cute when guys skip!
5. i cant remember that far back but i remember sitting across from u in mrs.cooper's class
6. haha an owl...cuz ur so wise and smart
7. Would you ever consider moving back down here?
I love you with all my heart
We both can sit here and say that we will try to keep in contact each other but honestly, we both have different lives and I don't see that happening. I know i know...you are already thinking it...yes I am cynical, you've told me that millions of times. Maybe once I get enough money I can come see you but for now I'm just going to keep in my heart that you will always be my brother and evil sidekick. I'm always thinking of you and I'm so proud that you're going to college. I know you're going to do fucking amazing and kick everyone's ass because you are the smartest kid I know. Seriously. And you totally pwn.
I also want to thank you for introducing me to Jeff. I miss that kid too. I hope he's doing okay. I'm sure he'll go places, he's pretty intelligent. Although I will never forget this:
ivanickk: you would not believe how much masturbating I just did
ivanickk: but then again you probably don't want to know
Then you said: "I make fun of him cuz he said that he could masturbate to the wrath by rufio"
I will never ever forget that.
Here's something for you interest:
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
And here's how I responded:
1. you are my evil side kick
2. Bowling For Soup - 1985 and Blink 182 - Down/Eurotrip
3. hmmm..how bout, watermelon
4. wow i have a few: ::pokes u with a parrott:: the wrath by rufio and its not cute when guys skip!
5. i cant remember that far back but i remember sitting across from u in mrs.cooper's class
6. haha an owl...cuz ur so wise and smart
7. Would you ever consider moving back down here?
I love you with all my heart