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Things have changed now, I made it this way. You have believe it when people say there's not always going to be something to fall back on, for that something wont be what you expect it to be, it could be good or bad. You take a look your choices, and you realize wow, more thought should've been put there. But thats not how things went, and heres the turn out weather you like it or not. As of now nobody can go back and fix their mistakes. The boring old saying *shit happens* The next part, deal with it, and dealing with it means you've gotta work it all out or its always going to bug you. If you can't work it out, let it go, move on, it feels better. This is what I'm working on. I'm at a point where I want things to stop changing. I want to glide right now...have some peace with out tears or fighting. But its all on me, I have to take things in differently now. Look at things from a new angle. Its not easy, things like this are never going to be easy, but the effort helps, maybe only a little, maybe a lot, but even a small mircacle can make me happy right now.
ha, yes me getting all blah, but I needed to say that. Theres more to it, but yeah I'm done.
ha, yes me getting all blah, but I needed to say that. Theres more to it, but yeah I'm done.