Oct 20, 2009 18:10
So I feel like I'm having a minor pannic attack here at work. 1. cause it was just really busy, 2. I'm stressed out about school, 3. I'm just overwhelmed by everything. Trying to drink water and breath easy because the six-clock rush just ended and I only have one more person (knock on wood) to schedule a doc appointment for.
I still have pages and pages of reading to do, and over 100 math problems to do online. I was very disspointed with my meeting with the dean today. He was so much less optomistic than he was at the beggining of the year, he doesn't think I have the brains to get into the communications department. I beg to differ, I may have had my fall downs and not done well in school, but that does not mean I'm not smart, its because I let other things get in the way. When I focus I can completely grasp the concept of what one is teaching me and apply it as needed. I know I'm smart, I know I can get into the major I want to and thats all that matters. I just thought he was on my side...but apparently not completely. He still helped in other ways, like I'm starting spanish again next semester, my birth mother will be beyond excited about that. I would have loved to be learning french but I promised her I would become fluent if it kills me.
I guess I'm just not having the greatest day, plus I don't think I'm going to be able to get my running in cause I just have too much homework to do, especially if I want to do extra well in all my classes to get into the major I want. Last nights work out was great though, until the last 15 minutes I was dying, but it was a good feeling, I love it, I should stop thinking about so I don't miss it, ha.
Luckily today I don't have to close down everything here at the office, just tidy up the place and close the reception area. Hopefully no lunch-ins happened, yesterday they left me a very disgusting mess of sandwiches and pickles. Gross! Alright, gotta get back to my reading and then close up, go home, print something out for aaron maybe, homework, sleep and another long busy day.
...till next time...