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Ha, I am still trucking along with this whole blogging thing. Now that I have regular office hours, I think this thing will be more updated, 1. due to being bored, and 2. I need a place to vent.
I decided to stick it out at Umass, I took a summer course to make sure I hadn't completely fallan off the wheel, and I did okay, B-, I've done better, but it was a rough start considering I really hadn't been to school in six months. I now have a full schedule of things to do, with very little time for a social life. To be honest, I'm not minding it too much right now. The drama that a social life comes with, really isn't worth it to me right now. My so called "best friend" was like the queen of drama. No thank you! I have really drastically changed my life around because of far too many reasons.
To name a few...
-fucked over by best friends
-being used by every single guy I dated
-failing school and waisting thousands of my parents hard earned money
I now focus on my family, which is huge, considering we could barley speak a couple months ago with out fighting. Living at home is a drag (becoming less so), but thats what happens when you screw up big time especially as you get older. I also focus on school, work and my boyfriend. I keep in touch with friends, but I have no real best friend, I count Aaron as my best friend, but its different, I would love a girl best friend, I just have such a hard time trusting one these days or anyone really.
office time is up, time to close up the building and head home to study for exams, yay! haha
I decided to stick it out at Umass, I took a summer course to make sure I hadn't completely fallan off the wheel, and I did okay, B-, I've done better, but it was a rough start considering I really hadn't been to school in six months. I now have a full schedule of things to do, with very little time for a social life. To be honest, I'm not minding it too much right now. The drama that a social life comes with, really isn't worth it to me right now. My so called "best friend" was like the queen of drama. No thank you! I have really drastically changed my life around because of far too many reasons.
To name a few...
-fucked over by best friends
-being used by every single guy I dated
-failing school and waisting thousands of my parents hard earned money
I now focus on my family, which is huge, considering we could barley speak a couple months ago with out fighting. Living at home is a drag (becoming less so), but thats what happens when you screw up big time especially as you get older. I also focus on school, work and my boyfriend. I keep in touch with friends, but I have no real best friend, I count Aaron as my best friend, but its different, I would love a girl best friend, I just have such a hard time trusting one these days or anyone really.
office time is up, time to close up the building and head home to study for exams, yay! haha