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The last two weeks have been pretty weird and crazy. Partying every weekend, doing my homework and ugh I need to apply to college even thought I don't know where I want to apply to. I'm very exhuasted from all the partying.
I was finally able to tell Ally that she just pisses me off. I felt bad because she ran away from the party that we were at because she thought I was gonna hurt her or something. I don't want to actually hurt her and I felt bad but she has done so many things to emotionaly and mentally hurt other people that I can't , for my self say that she is a good person or pretend to like her.
Anyways I'm happy with my life. I'm happy with my guy, I'm happy with my bestfriend and I'm happy with my family.
I was able to have a drunk long conversation with my brother over the phone on friday when I was in a horriible I'm on a period mood and crying over nothing. It felt good to talk to my brother we're not that close because of various reasons but hes always there for me when I truely need him.
Also on friday Aaron and I took his little sister out for her 11th birthday and then made brownies and homemade pop corn and watched a movie with her then tucked her into bed and left for a party. haha .
Now I'm gonna try to do my homework and hope for Aaron to call because I love him OH SO MUCH!!!
I was finally able to tell Ally that she just pisses me off. I felt bad because she ran away from the party that we were at because she thought I was gonna hurt her or something. I don't want to actually hurt her and I felt bad but she has done so many things to emotionaly and mentally hurt other people that I can't , for my self say that she is a good person or pretend to like her.
Anyways I'm happy with my life. I'm happy with my guy, I'm happy with my bestfriend and I'm happy with my family.
I was able to have a drunk long conversation with my brother over the phone on friday when I was in a horriible I'm on a period mood and crying over nothing. It felt good to talk to my brother we're not that close because of various reasons but hes always there for me when I truely need him.
Also on friday Aaron and I took his little sister out for her 11th birthday and then made brownies and homemade pop corn and watched a movie with her then tucked her into bed and left for a party. haha .
Now I'm gonna try to do my homework and hope for Aaron to call because I love him OH SO MUCH!!!