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ughhhh so yesterday was the "viewing" shit or watever.....omg it was sooo freakin sad......i was crying form the moment i got in there.....i was balling wen i hugged his sister but she as saying "dont cry...hes gonna be okay"......i didnt get to see his lil brother....they sauid he was resting or sumthing.....but wen i saw his parents i just broke down......like majorly and his mom said "im so glad you came" wow i waited awhile to go up there and wen i did i just freakin burst......i was soo mad......my tears were sadness yet anger tears.....like wtf how could somebody actually do this to him...well the request to his "viewing" was to wear pink...not because its his favorite color...but because wen there were subs at his skool he would be sooo bad and wen they would call the security he would be wearing a "pink" shirt so wen they would look for him he would take it off....yeauhh thats it...so everybody had shirts that either said "r.i.p. jeremy rourke.."you will always be remembered or they had "hey buddy...wanna bake some cookies"....(his pickup line i guess).....it was soo hard for me to stand ther looking at him w/out crying......my brother was already there wen i got there....he was w/ his brother.....and those two were like best friends w/ Jeremy....well todays his funeral at 2....i dont even know if i wanna go.....its just sooo sad....i dont know wat else to say.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS POLINA PENKOVA..............i todl you friday i wouldnt forget....i love you gurll...ugh your all i have rite now.....:)...muahh!!! sorry i have to go to a freakin deperssing funeral on your b-day but ill still be thinking of you....
aghhh Gary......holy shit i havent talked to you in like 34837489237 years it feels like.....well i just want you to know i love you sooooooooo freakin much and i miss you like a lot alot lol......ive been so freakin busy this weekend but i guess you called me about 7:30 or soo cuz i heard a long ass conversation w/ you and some other guy....lol.....my whole family heard it.....lol....ill try to call you today....its like world records now cuz we dont talk for like a billion years and you always leave me alone on "lawn days" wen everybody else is making out and i just gotta watch..well someone keeps calling me and talking shit shit shit....its really pissing me off....there like "your boyfriends gay...click....or ur boyfriends gonna get his ass kicked...click.....im like hi...lol.dam...i love you....muah
x0x0-----christina
p.s. juliey: ahahahahah you guys are soooo mean for doign that.....i thought you were ALL coming to the movies and you leave me there w/ him.......arghhh this means war....but it wasss funn lol....muah
***and tomorrow i dont think im coming to skool still like tuesday and then im not coming thursday...and then yeauhhh.....x0x0
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS POLINA PENKOVA..............i todl you friday i wouldnt forget....i love you gurll...ugh your all i have rite now.....:)...muahh!!! sorry i have to go to a freakin deperssing funeral on your b-day but ill still be thinking of you....
aghhh Gary......holy shit i havent talked to you in like 34837489237 years it feels like.....well i just want you to know i love you sooooooooo freakin much and i miss you like a lot alot lol......ive been so freakin busy this weekend but i guess you called me about 7:30 or soo cuz i heard a long ass conversation w/ you and some other guy....lol.....my whole family heard it.....lol....ill try to call you today....its like world records now cuz we dont talk for like a billion years and you always leave me alone on "lawn days" wen everybody else is making out and i just gotta watch..well someone keeps calling me and talking shit shit shit....its really pissing me off....there like "your boyfriends gay...click....or ur boyfriends gonna get his ass kicked...click.....im like hi...lol.dam...i love you....muah
x0x0-----christina
p.s. juliey: ahahahahah you guys are soooo mean for doign that.....i thought you were ALL coming to the movies and you leave me there w/ him.......arghhh this means war....but it wasss funn lol....muah
***and tomorrow i dont think im coming to skool still like tuesday and then im not coming thursday...and then yeauhhh.....x0x0