Leaving

[l0st_da3mon]

I leave for Spain
on Wednesday
i hate to be leaving dan
i like him
and i horribly scared
that when i return
he just won't call me
or that he will have someone else
and the fact that i don't trust guys
and i wouldn't know what he did
while i was away
i think i'm being stupid
but i just can't help it
i'm sitting in his hoody
listening to the music he stuck on my ipod
smoking his cigs
i'm retarded
i miss him already and i only left
him at 1 this after noon
and i'm spending the day with him tommorrow
4th of July
i hope we have fireworks or go see some
maybe i'll cook him dinner
i'm leaving work now i think
kelsie i will be gone for 2 weeks
after Wednesday
so i'll call you when i come back
thanks again for the hair cut
i love it