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What a suprise. I go to swim....And Coach says..hey feel like doing something different? And i am thinknig hmm...maybe what do u have..and she said ur doing the 100!!(4 laps) i was like..umm..do u want me 2 die? and 100 is nothing...well to me it was. lol, all i do is a 50 sprint. so its the last event of the meet..and i am waiting to go on the block..and i dive in..first off i got water in my goggles. (ouch.) then i had 2 swim near 2 my death. well i survived. and my time was actually a great time. I was expectine like a 130. but not even close.i got a 118. I was happy. i enjoyed the 100 today. annnd i did better in my 50:) and coach warned me that i may possibly do the 500(20 laps),if that days comes..i am going to drown myself in lane 1.(not really. but will suffer.)
eh. I'm having lots of guy problems lately. Of course i am. Life would have been easier to have gone gay. But ya kno. It feels like a tragedy. It's pretty sad actually. Like, people who got hit with the Tsunami. I feel like i have my own Tsunami. lol,wow a bad analogy because they're going through so much more..but it fits. And i know ur first loves always stays. like Nothing can ever make u stop thinking about them or anything. 70 yrs. from now... U'll always remember your first love.but i hate how i cant turn off my feelings..or even control them. Well..all american friday!!! =) driving up with Courtney!!! yay..and cheryl possibly?? lmao(blesses self)
eh. I'm having lots of guy problems lately. Of course i am. Life would have been easier to have gone gay. But ya kno. It feels like a tragedy. It's pretty sad actually. Like, people who got hit with the Tsunami. I feel like i have my own Tsunami. lol,wow a bad analogy because they're going through so much more..but it fits. And i know ur first loves always stays. like Nothing can ever make u stop thinking about them or anything. 70 yrs. from now... U'll always remember your first love.but i hate how i cant turn off my feelings..or even control them. Well..all american friday!!! =) driving up with Courtney!!! yay..and cheryl possibly?? lmao(blesses self)