Thoughts from earlier today
Okay guys so SOMETIME I will write about what college is like and what I've been doing and stuff like that.
But right now I'm just going to share some thoughts I had earlier today. I'm in a much different mental state now than I was when I wrote this, but I thought it's good to record my thoughts here anyway. Plus, I think it's pretty decent writing. Anyway:
I've started to dream again. I dream constantly now. It gets in the way of everything. I just sit and dream and think about all the great things that might happen later or the things that might have been. I feel like for the past few days I've been living in my own little bubble. It doesn't help that my ear is clogged again. Now I only hear half the world, the left side. Everything else is coming from inside my head. It feels strangely metaphorical. But this is real life, not a novel. Then why am I feeling so much pressure? I have so much work, so many things to accomplish, yet it's not that that's driving me mad, but the pressure from inside my ear.
But right now I'm just going to share some thoughts I had earlier today. I'm in a much different mental state now than I was when I wrote this, but I thought it's good to record my thoughts here anyway. Plus, I think it's pretty decent writing. Anyway:
I've started to dream again. I dream constantly now. It gets in the way of everything. I just sit and dream and think about all the great things that might happen later or the things that might have been. I feel like for the past few days I've been living in my own little bubble. It doesn't help that my ear is clogged again. Now I only hear half the world, the left side. Everything else is coming from inside my head. It feels strangely metaphorical. But this is real life, not a novel. Then why am I feeling so much pressure? I have so much work, so many things to accomplish, yet it's not that that's driving me mad, but the pressure from inside my ear.