friends
soooo today was a horrible horrible day. im not saying what happened because people that dont need to know read this journal. but umm i cried today so that was cool. cary and i kept fighting because he'd get pissed and start cussing at me and i dont put up with that. i thought about it, and realized, losing friends has to be the worst feeling ever. knowing that you have someone to talk to and can trust then losing them just hurts. you don't feel whole again without them. what people dont realize is that anything you do thats wrong it effects someone and ruins a relationship or something. ive seen so many friendships fall apart from drugs and such. it really really sucks.