emo white girl
How old are you? pretty much fifteen.
How old were you when you started self injuring? 11 or 12.
Did you tell anyone? Not at first.
Does anyone know? Yes.
If so, who? Cary, Jordan, Allie, Ashley, Joey, Matt, Bryan, Kyle(thinks I've stopped), Taylor, Ambour, Sarah, Myko and I think that's it.
What was their reaction? Some just told me to stop. One was surprised. Matt did nothing. Kyle got pissed off and wouldn't talk to me for a night unless he was yelling at me. Jordan tried making a school counselor talk to me. Sarah tried throwing away the 10 razorblades. And yeah...
Do they care? Some do.
What do you use when you self injure? Psh whatever I can. Mainly razorblades because they work the best.
Where do you do it? Arms, but if I know I have to go somewhere I'll do it where ever.
How do you hide your injuries/scars? I don't. Because I don't care.
Do people suspect? Not really actually.
How do you feel when you self injure? Like its I guess something good for me and at times I feel worthless i guess.
How do you feel after you self injure? Relieved and sometimes really stupid.
Why do you self injure? Well I'm addicted now so it's like when I get in a bad mood I just wanna do it. All of the time. But I try not to do it unless I'm like extremely stressed or depressed.
Do you want to stop? Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't.
Have you ever gotten help? No..becuase I lied to the counselor and said I had quit when that same day I had fresh cuts. But yeah. My friends and boyfriend try to help.