sometimes, i just can't stand being me
So today I went to a pool and took Sarah with me. It went with Sarah, my mom, and my mom's friend. My dad's band was playing so we all got in for free. Sarah and I felt so out of place and we were just like uhh well hmm. Eventually we got in the water and it was freezing. We froze our asses off. I knew a few of the people that were there. Like Rico, Brendan, and Alexandria. But, I dislike all of them. So after we got out of the pool we went and got food. While eating I felt so gross. I feel so disgusting when I eat. I find food to be just bleh. And that's bad. And I know it is. And I'm trying to change how I feel about it. I'm not doing it for anyone but me and I won't accept it when people that care talk to me about it because they themselves either do the same or hurt themselves by smoking or something. So I feel them to be a hypocrit. I ate a lot of food though. Then we went down to where these guys were playing basketball. One is going into the 9th and one I think is in the 10th or 11th. So we decided to play them in basketball. It was really fun. Sarah and I sucked. Mainly because she didn't know how to play or guard so I was like only able to guard one at a time and it was hard but we were rough with those guys. Jumpin all over and smacking them just to get the ball. It was awesome though. Eventually one of the guys left so we were playing the other one and he still beat us. He seemed really cool though. Like when the place was closing we were all walking outside and his dad was talking to us and I was messing with him and said something cause his dad was like "I've never seen him before in my life(talking about his son)" and I go "Well I understand I wouldn't want to be seen with him either unless I was beating him at basketball" and he poured water on me. I still dunno his name but Ima beat him at basketball one of these days. But anyways we come home to find out that my great aunt died while we were gone. We were gone for like two hours and during that time she died. I barely knew her from what I can remember so it didn't really phaze me but seeing everyone else upset made me feel really bad like that I was a bad person so because I felt bad I almost started crying. Pretty much sucked. I've been reading some of my old entries and I hate how sad I was in them and I hate how not much has changed. I want to feel pretty and worth something, I want to think that my opinion or feelings can make someone be a better person. But I just don't and probably never will. I hate looking at people's myspace and being like gah I'm so ugly compared to them how can someone even love me when they could have that. It really really sucks.
Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:Kaitlyn Rose Are you named after anyone?:My middle name is from my mom's first name. What's your screename?:o0shake n bake0o Would you name a child of yours after you?:Maybe use the same middle name but that's it. If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:I'd want it to be a unqiue name. If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:No one. I like my name. Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:People always spell my name wrong. Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:No. Because it's part of who I am. BasicsYour gender::Female. Straight/Gay/Bi::Sraight. Single?:No. If not, do you want to be?:Nope. Birthdate::August 28, 1991 Your age::Fourteen. Age you act::five, ten, fourteen, sixteen. Age you wish you were::Sixteen. Your height::5'3. Eye color::Brown. Happy with it?:No. Hair color::Brown. Happy with it?:No. Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::Righty. Your living arrangement::Parentals. Your family::mom and dad. Have any pets?:Yes two doggies. Whats your job?:being a side psychiatrist, a guardian angel, hardening cary's penis, and seducing cary Piercings?:none yet.. Tattoos?:none yet.. Obsessions?:Cary Addictions?:Not going there, and downloading music, oh yes and buying expensive things. Do you speak another language?:The native "tongue". Have a favorite quote?: The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. Do you have a webpage?:Does myspace count? Deep Thoughts About Life and You in itDo you live in the moment?:Yupp. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:Most of the time. Do you have any secrets?:No. Do you hate yourself?:Yes. Do you like your handwriting?:No. Do you have any bad habits?:Yes.. What is the compliment you get from most people?:That I'm a good person and such. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:No idea. What's your biggest fear?:Losing Cary and the people closest to me. Can you sing?:No. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:Nooo. Are you a loner?:No. What are your #1 priorities in life?:Getting somewhere in life, and being worth something. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:Nope. Are you a daredevil?:Somewhat. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:I hate a lot of things about myself. Are you passive or agressive?:Aggressive. Do you have a journal?:Yes I doooo. What is your greatest strength and weakness?:Love is my strength and weakness. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:Self esteem and looks. Do you think you are emotionally strong?:Somewhat. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:I try not to regret anything. Do you think life has been good so far?:Yes. But I could make it better. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:To never give up. What do you like the most about your body?:Nothing. And least?:Everything. Do you think you are good looking?:No. Are you confident?:Somewhat. With my looks, no. With changing people, no. With getting somewher, yes. What is the fictional character you are most like?:No idea. Are you perceived wrongly?:At times, yes. Do You...Smoke?:Ew. Do drugs?:Even worse. And smoking to me is a drug. Read the newspaper?:Sometimes. Pray?:Nope. Go to church?:Nope. Talk to strangers who IM you?:Sometimes. Sleep with stuffed animals?:Yeah the teddy bear mah baby gave me. Take walks in the rain?:Yesss. Talk to people even though you hate them?:Nope. Drive?:Hah I wish. Like to drive fast?:Nope. Not into speeding. Would or Have You Ever?Liked your voice?:Nope. Hurt yourself?:Yes. Been out of the country?:Yes. Eaten something that made other people sick?:Yeah. Been in love?:Yupp. And I'm in it. Done drugs?:Unfortunately yes. Gone skinny dipping?:Yes. Had a medical emergency?:Umm not that I can think of. Had surgery?:No. Ran away from home?:Yes. Played strip poker?:Yes but we didnt end up stripping.. Gotten beaten up?:Nope. Beaten someone up?:Yes. Been picked on?:Not really. Been on stage?:Yes..and it scared me shitless. Slept outdoors?:I want to really fucking bad. Thought about suicide?:Yes.. Pulled an all nighter?:Yes. If yes, what is your record?:Two days. Gone one day without food?:Yupp. Talked on the phone all night?:Yupp. Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:I want toooo. Slept all day?:Nope. Killed someone?:haha no. Made out with a stranger?:No and never will. Had sex with a stranger?:Nope. Thought you're going crazy?:Yes. Plenty of times. Kissed the same sex?:Yeah my friendsssss. Done anything sexual with the same sex?:Nooo. Been betrayed?:Who hasn't? Had a dream that came true?:Not really. Broken the law?:mmhm. Met a famous person?:Si. Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:No. On purpose?:No. Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:No. Stolen anything?:Yes. Been on radio/tv?:No. Been in a mosh-pit?:Yus. Had a nervous breakdown?:Yus. Bungee jumped?:Nooo. Had a dream that kept coming back?:Yupppp. BeliefsBelive in life on other planets?:Yes. Miracles?:To a certain extent. Astrology?:Yes. Magic?:Yes. God?:No. Satan?:No. Santa?:No. Ghosts?:Yes. Luck?:No. Love at first sight?:Somewhat. Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:Yes. Witches?:Sure. Easter bunny?:No. Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:Nope. Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:Nope. Do you wish on stars?:I used to. Deep Theological QuestionsDo you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:Nope. Do you think God has a gender?:Nope. Do you believe in organized religion?:Sure. Where do you think we go when we die?:We're reincarnated of course! FriendsDo you have any gay/lesbian friends?:Yes Who is your best friend?:Ash and Allie Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Kyle..sad but true. And if not him, Ash, Allie, and Cary. What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:Hmmm I dunno. Your favourite inside joke?:Cobraaaa Thing you're picked on most about?:No idea. Who's your longest known friend?:Jessica B. Newest?:Brooke or Tony. Shyest?:Allie. Funniest?:No idea. Sweetest?:All of them! Closest?:Ash and Allie. Weirdest?:All of them! Smartest?:No idea. Ditziest?:Allie. Friends you miss being close to the most?:Jessica or Kyle. Last person you talked to online?:Allie. Who do you talk to most online?:Cary, Ash, Allie. Who are you on the phone with most?:Cary and Ash. Who do you trust most?:Cary, Ash, Allie. Who listens to your problems?:Cary, Ash, Allie. Who do you fight most with?:Allie. Who's the nicest?:All of them! Who's the most outgoing?:All of them! Who's the best singer?:Oh god I can't choose between Allie and Ash. Who's on your shit-list?:Jessica. Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:No. Who's your second family?:Ashley's or Allie's. Do you always feel understood?:Definately not. Who's the loudest friend?:Ash or Allie. Do you trust others easily?:Nope. Who's house were you last at?:Ashley's. Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::Cary's. Do your friends know you?:Somewhat. Friend that lives farthest away::Bryan. Love and All ThatDo you consider love a mistake?:NO. What do you find romantic?:Roses, candles, stuff like that. Turn-on?:Hummm well Cary's got it so yeah. Turn-off?:Haha I dunno. First kiss?:Kyle.. If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:Bad. I'd probably give them a chance. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:Knowing someone before. Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:Not really. It is pretty acceptable in my opinion. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:Yessss. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:Haha no. What is best about the opposite sex?:Eyes or body. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:Umm hmm no idea. What's the last present someone gave you?:Teddy bear! Are you in love?:YAH! Do you consider your significant other hot?:mmm no I hate that word. Who Was the Last Person...That haunted you?:Jordan.. You wanted to kill?:Jessica. That you laughed at?:Allie. That laughed at you?:Allie or Ashley. That turned you on?:haha Cary<3 You went shopping with?:Allie. That broke your heart?:Not going there.. To disappoint you?:Hmm no idea. To ask you out?:Caryyyy<3 To make you cry?:Myself. To brighten up your day?:Ashley and Allie. That you thought about?:Cary. You saw a movie with?:Allie. You talked to on the phone?:Ashley. You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Allie. You saw?:Sarah. You lost?:Not going there.. Right This Moment...Are you going out?:No. Will it be with your significant other?:No. Or some random person?:No.. What are you wearing right now?:Board shorts that are brown and a white shirt. Body part you're touching right now::Heh...haha nothing. What are you worried about right now?:Losing people and Cary's reaction to my arm.. What book are you reading?:The Path To Good Fortune I believe. What's on your mousepad?:Dont have one. Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::content, lonely, tired, bleh, evil. Are you bored?:No. Are you tired?:Yes. Are you talking to anyone online?:Yes, Allie Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:Yes, Ashley Are you lonely or content?:Content Are you listening to music?:Yes Take this survey | Find more surveys
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Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)time started:4:06 pm full name:Kaitlyn Rose Gundersen nickname(s):kate, katie, bush baby, i cant think of the others birthday:August 28, 1991 where were you born:H'ville, NC and I think in Pardee hospital. zodiac sign:Virgo. height:5'3. weight:95lbs. hair color:Brown. eye color:Brown. shoe size:I can wear a 6-8. ring size:No idea. I hate rings. skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.):I have freckles, but I have no tan. blood type:Hell if I know. grade:Going into 9th. GPA:No idea. siblings:Two half sisters. Ashley and Dawn. tattoos:None. piercings:None. hobbies:fucking things up. favoritecolor:pink/gray/black. food:Chinese. candy:Snickers. type of cheese:No idea. pizza topping:Just cheese and pepperoni. salad dressing:Ranch! sandwich:I don't like them. cereal:Ew. fruit:I don't know. vegetable:green beans, carrots. berry:blueberry. cake:ice cream cake. book:Oh god I can't choose. movie:Rent. magazine:Rollingstone! newspaper:No idea. tv show:Futurama. website:myspace or livejournal. radio station:93.3 font:umm I dunno. cartoon character:no idea. artist (painter):No idea. actor:Brad Pitt actress:Angelina Jolie or Reese Witherspoon. cd:Spineshank probably. song:Vulnerable-Secondhand Serenade; So I thought-Flyleaf; Close Yet Far-CKY music group:Too many. music type:Dont have one. day of the week:Thursday or Saturday. month:July. season:Summer. holiday:Christmas I guess. shampoo:Whatever I use. lol. conditioner:I dunno the name of it. number:11. phrase:I don't find funny store:Hot Topic Urban Outfitters, and PacSun. weather:Sunny? Or raining as long as it's warm out. restaurant:The oriental ones. channel:Fuse, or Cartoon Network when adult swim is on. teacher:Mr. House or Mr. Keel. weekend activity:Cary or my friends. hangout:Fields. house color:Yellow, white, or a light blue. sport to watch:Lacrosse, football, basketball. sport to play:All of them. animal:penguin! flower:rose. guy's name:Crimson girl's name:Jordan or Ember. board game:Candyland! woo. party game:Any of them. story from childhood:Bleh no. body part:ummm...hands actually. have you everbeen on a train:yes. been on a plane:yes. been in a car accident:no. caused a car accident:no. run into a wall:of course. burned a potato chip:yes. almost burned the house down:yes. smoked:Unfortunately yes. been drunk:nope. been high:Unfortunately yes. broken the law:yes all the time. I do download music. burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes):Yes. kissed someone of the opposite sex:yes. kissed someone of the same sex:yes mah friendsss. frenched an animal:ew gross. made out:yes. had cyber sex:haha yes. gotten engaged:nope. had an online relationship:Yes.. been rejected by a crush:umm no actually. loved:yes. made yourself cry to get out of trouble:no. cried in public:Yupp. cried over a movie:yes. fallen asleep in a movie theater:Nope. given someone a bath:yes! been to a boarding school:No and never will. been home-schooled:Nope. lost a valuable item:yes. bungee jumped:nope. skied:no. met the president:definately not. met a celebrity:eh hm no. gotten a cavity:mmhm. shopped at abercrombie & fitch:Si. made a prank call:yes. skipped school:not all of the days worth.. faked sick to get out of school:yes. purchased something that you knew didn't fit:haha yes. climbed a tree:yes. fallen from a tree:nope thank god. broken a bone:nope. sprained anything:yes. passed out:almost have plenty of times. made yourself pass out:nope. been to disney world:nooo. been to a theme park (not disney):yes. said i love you and meant it (not to a relative):Yes. made a model volcano (working model):no.. made a clover leaf with your tounge:no..but that'd be cool. pastwhat did you do yesterday:Went swimming. memory you miss the most:Being fully happy. memory you want to forget:Myko. something you regretted after it was done:Umm not going there. the lastsong you heard:The Acoustic Song cd you bought:Cascada I think. thing you said:Cascada I think.. time you cried:Last night. movie seen in a theater:The Devil Wears Prada. thing you ate:Cereal.. person who called:Kyle. nail polish shade worn:Blue. time you showered:Like an hour ago. person who complimented you:Allie or Ashley. at this momentwhat are you listening to:Awake-Secondhand Serenade. what are you wearing:Jeans from Hollister, my light blue shirt with a guitar and a pink hoodie. what are you thinking:I want pizza and how to get it. what are you scared of most:Losing Cary. how many people are on your buddy list:46 futureoccupation:Photo journalist and psychologist. marriage site:humm a beach. honeymoon:no idea. place to live:In NC in the country. kids:Four. car:Celica or a Cougar. what are you doing tomorrow:Probably nothing or going to the mall. do you think george bush will be reelected:Nope. will there be a wwIII:Probably. will politics ever be truthful:Of course not. will humanity snuff itself out:Nope. can the gov. be changed:It can but it won't. friendsbest friend:Ashley and Allie funniest:They're both funneh. silliest:Ashley. loudest:Ashley. quietest:Brooke. craziest:Ashley and Allie. calmest:Brooke. skinniest:Sarah. best secret keeper:Ashley I guess. worst secret keeper:I dont know really. Amanda. the one you have but don't want:Haha thats wrong. smartest:All of them are smart. preppiest:Sarah or Allie. peppiest:No idea. most hyper:Ashley. hottest:Oh gawd all of dem! weirdest:Brooke but she's awesome. biggest pervert:Allie.. most annyoing:No comment. shyest:Allie. most religious:None of them. do you believe inheaven:Nope. hell:We live on it. angels:Sure. devil:No. god:No. buddha:Possibly. aliens:Yes. ghosts:Yes. spirit (soul):Yes. soulmates:Yupp yupp. reincarnation:Yus. love at first sight:I think you can look at someone and think that you're going to love them but yeah. karma:Yes. love in general:Yes. luck:No. yourself:Somewhat. crushwho and when was your first crush:Steven in Kindergarten. any now:No. a celebrity crush:No. who do you want to be with right now:The person I am with. whos number do you want:No ones. who do you want to kiss:Cary. what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex:Why they say one thing then do the opposite. if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be:Cary. on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you:I don't know maybe a 5. first thing noticed about the opposite sex:Eyes. what do you look for personality-wise:Outgoing, loyal, talkative biggest turn on:Cary biggest turn off:Anyone but Cary..lol something thay weat that turns you on:Converse or skateboarding shoes something they wear that turns you off:cowboy boots the most romantic thing you want to happen to you:Anything works for me the most romantic thing that has happened to you:Kissing in teh rain what do you wear on a coffee date:Whatever. is it right to flirt if you're taken:NOOOOO! is cyber cheating:Yes. are eyes the passegeway to the soul:Yupp. who would you like to take to the prom:If I even go to prom it'll be Cary. do you want to hug somebody right now:No. do you know what an aphrodisiac is:mmhm describemellow:a piece of fruit melancholy:funeral the perfect date:boring the perfect mate:nonexistent and boring how m&m's are made:two people having sex of course why manhole covers are round:Dunno one or the othercoke/pepsi:pepsi sprite/7-up:sprite boxers/briefs:boxers gold/silver:silver vanilla/chocolate:vanilla flowers/candy:flowers book/magazine:book tv/radio:tv glass half empty/half full:half full democrat/republican:democrat colored pencils/markers:coloured pencils coffee/tea:coffe sun/moon:moon day/night:night hot/cold:hot dog/cat:doggy button/zipper:button cotton/feather pillow:feather blue/purple:blue plumber/trashman:plumber jeans/shorts:jeans long distance relationship/none:none mechanical/regular pencil:mechanical matt/ben:matt that 70's show/simpsons:simpsons kelso/eric:eric donna/jackie:donna bart/lisa:bart romeo/juliet:juliet romantic comedy/thriller:romantic comedy nsync/bsb:nsync yo peanut butter/jelly:jelly waffles/pancakes:pancakes letter/email:letter florida/california:florida pizza/burgers:pizza hat/visor:hat football/rugby:oh hard one...football iceskating/blading:blading movie at home/in theater:theatre first thing you think of when you hearyellow:flower! red lipstick:Sarah. socks:Duckies! cowtipping:Fun but mean.. moulin rouge:Amazing. greenland:iceland iceland:greenland harry potter:long red:cherry blackberry:gross rose:middle name rooster:chicken taxes:gay bill clinton:cool whipped cream:sex george w. bush:dipshit lollipops:sucking dreams:nightmares love:Cary<3 guys:retarded south park:awesome boy bands:sex pengiuns:cuteeeee girls:mean thong:comfy death:me spoons:trampoline junk mail:trash dairy:good panties:old your father:stupid pizza:food britney spears:fake vitamin:love are youhappy:not at the moment sad:somewhat religious:nope. bitchy:yupp. crazy:definately. messy:sure thing! mad:no. I'm rarely mad. slacker:At times. nerd:Of course. bookworm:Haha yes. jock:nope. preppy:lyke homg yes! Haha...NO! selfish:Not really.. giving:Yupp very. obsessive:Umm sorta. violent:Oh I can be =) calm:I'm almost always calm but lately I haven't been at all. peaceful:most of the time. mellow:yes. eccentric:not really. caring:Hell yeah I'm caring. untrustworthy:Nope. loyal:Very. patriotic:Haha no. perverted:Not really. colorful:Sure. artistic:No. miscellanoueswhat color is your jacket:I dont really have a jacket. I have hoodies. And I have a green, brown, pink, white, black, and gray one. do you shave:Yes... where:my legs and such. what color is your razor:Pink. what size is your bed:Queen. what color crayon would you be:Gray. what are the last four digits of you phone number:9677 feelings on abortion:For it. Only if it's because of rape though. how lond does it take you to shower:Varies. Sometimes 10 minutes, sometimes 30. what does your screenname mean:nothing. thoughts on blonde pop stars in general:Overrated. who so you trust the most:Allie, Ashley, and Cary. is cussing a necessity in life:Psh no. how about coffee:Yes. is the world screwed:Definately. what something you cant live without:Cary. what time did you fall asleep:last night I fell asleep at 5am. know what 69 means:Oh yes. how about 143:Does that even mean anything? can you live without a microwave:Yah. what do think about death:I hate it, but I want it for myself. where and when do you want to be married:I want to be married on a beach or something and whenever I'm ready. do you want to drop out of school:Nope. why is the sky blue:Because it looks pretteh that way. what is a good trait about yourself:My instinct to always help. what do you always think about:I think about a lot of things. what is wrong with your school:All the drugs. what is right with your school:Ummm nice teachers?..I don't know. how do you react to change:It varies. do you talk to yourself:Not really. I guess I do sometimes but yeah. what is your opinion on love:It's amazing but can tear everything apart. can you afford to lose weight:NO! what color would you dye your hair:Oh a bunch of different colours! best thing anyones told you:That they love me. what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot:I don't like it at all. And I feel like a piece of shit. does being psycho appeal to you:Heh I am psycho. if you wrote a book, what would it be about:My life. Or how I've dealt with self harm I s'pose. what would you change your name to:Ember Rose. longest crush lasted how long:Hummm...maybe a year. tme finished:5:04 pm Take this survey | Find more surveys
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Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:Kaitlyn Rose Are you named after anyone?:My middle name is from my mom's first name. What's your screename?:o0shake n bake0o Would you name a child of yours after you?:Maybe use the same middle name but that's it. If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:I'd want it to be a unqiue name. If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:No one. I like my name. Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:People always spell my name wrong. Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:No. Because it's part of who I am. BasicsYour gender::Female. Straight/Gay/Bi::Sraight. Single?:No. If not, do you want to be?:Nope. Birthdate::August 28, 1991 Your age::Fourteen. Age you act::five, ten, fourteen, sixteen. Age you wish you were::Sixteen. Your height::5'3. Eye color::Brown. Happy with it?:No. Hair color::Brown. Happy with it?:No. Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::Righty. Your living arrangement::Parentals. Your family::mom and dad. Have any pets?:Yes two doggies. Whats your job?:being a side psychiatrist, a guardian angel, hardening cary's penis, and seducing cary Piercings?:none yet.. Tattoos?:none yet.. Obsessions?:Cary Addictions?:Not going there, and downloading music, oh yes and buying expensive things. Do you speak another language?:The native "tongue". Have a favorite quote?: The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. Do you have a webpage?:Does myspace count? Deep Thoughts About Life and You in itDo you live in the moment?:Yupp. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:Most of the time. Do you have any secrets?:No. Do you hate yourself?:Yes. Do you like your handwriting?:No. Do you have any bad habits?:Yes.. What is the compliment you get from most people?:That I'm a good person and such. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:No idea. What's your biggest fear?:Losing Cary and the people closest to me. Can you sing?:No. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:Nooo. Are you a loner?:No. What are your #1 priorities in life?:Getting somewhere in life, and being worth something. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:Nope. Are you a daredevil?:Somewhat. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:I hate a lot of things about myself. Are you passive or agressive?:Aggressive. Do you have a journal?:Yes I doooo. What is your greatest strength and weakness?:Love is my strength and weakness. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:Self esteem and looks. Do you think you are emotionally strong?:Somewhat. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:I try not to regret anything. Do you think life has been good so far?:Yes. But I could make it better. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:To never give up. What do you like the most about your body?:Nothing. And least?:Everything. Do you think you are good looking?:No. Are you confident?:Somewhat. With my looks, no. With changing people, no. With getting somewher, yes. What is the fictional character you are most like?:No idea. Are you perceived wrongly?:At times, yes. Do You...Smoke?:Ew. Do drugs?:Even worse. And smoking to me is a drug. Read the newspaper?:Sometimes. Pray?:Nope. Go to church?:Nope. Talk to strangers who IM you?:Sometimes. Sleep with stuffed animals?:Yeah the teddy bear mah baby gave me. Take walks in the rain?:Yesss. Talk to people even though you hate them?:Nope. Drive?:Hah I wish. Like to drive fast?:Nope. Not into speeding. Would or Have You Ever?Liked your voice?:Nope. Hurt yourself?:Yes. Been out of the country?:Yes. Eaten something that made other people sick?:Yeah. Been in love?:Yupp. And I'm in it. Done drugs?:Unfortunately yes. Gone skinny dipping?:Yes. Had a medical emergency?:Umm not that I can think of. Had surgery?:No. Ran away from home?:Yes. Played strip poker?:Yes but we didnt end up stripping.. Gotten beaten up?:Nope. Beaten someone up?:Yes. Been picked on?:Not really. Been on stage?:Yes..and it scared me shitless. Slept outdoors?:I want to really fucking bad. Thought about suicide?:Yes.. Pulled an all nighter?:Yes. If yes, what is your record?:Two days. Gone one day without food?:Yupp. Talked on the phone all night?:Yupp. Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:I want toooo. Slept all day?:Nope. Killed someone?:haha no. Made out with a stranger?:No and never will. Had sex with a stranger?:Nope. Thought you're going crazy?:Yes. Plenty of times. Kissed the same sex?:Yeah my friendsssss. Done anything sexual with the same sex?:Nooo. Been betrayed?:Who hasn't? Had a dream that came true?:Not really. Broken the law?:mmhm. Met a famous person?:Si. Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:No. On purpose?:No. Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:No. Stolen anything?:Yes. Been on radio/tv?:No. Been in a mosh-pit?:Yus. Had a nervous breakdown?:Yus. Bungee jumped?:Nooo. Had a dream that kept coming back?:Yupppp. BeliefsBelive in life on other planets?:Yes. Miracles?:To a certain extent. Astrology?:Yes. Magic?:Yes. God?:No. Satan?:No. Santa?:No. Ghosts?:Yes. Luck?:No. Love at first sight?:Somewhat. Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:Yes. Witches?:Sure. Easter bunny?:No. Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:Nope. Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:Nope. Do you wish on stars?:I used to. Deep Theological QuestionsDo you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:Nope. Do you think God has a gender?:Nope. Do you believe in organized religion?:Sure. Where do you think we go when we die?:We're reincarnated of course! FriendsDo you have any gay/lesbian friends?:Yes Who is your best friend?:Ash and Allie Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Kyle..sad but true. And if not him, Ash, Allie, and Cary. What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:Hmmm I dunno. Your favourite inside joke?:Cobraaaa Thing you're picked on most about?:No idea. Who's your longest known friend?:Jessica B. Newest?:Brooke or Tony. Shyest?:Allie. Funniest?:No idea. Sweetest?:All of them! Closest?:Ash and Allie. Weirdest?:All of them! Smartest?:No idea. Ditziest?:Allie. Friends you miss being close to the most?:Jessica or Kyle. Last person you talked to online?:Allie. Who do you talk to most online?:Cary, Ash, Allie. Who are you on the phone with most?:Cary and Ash. Who do you trust most?:Cary, Ash, Allie. Who listens to your problems?:Cary, Ash, Allie. Who do you fight most with?:Allie. Who's the nicest?:All of them! Who's the most outgoing?:All of them! Who's the best singer?:Oh god I can't choose between Allie and Ash. Who's on your shit-list?:Jessica. Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:No. Who's your second family?:Ashley's or Allie's. Do you always feel understood?:Definately not. Who's the loudest friend?:Ash or Allie. Do you trust others easily?:Nope. Who's house were you last at?:Ashley's. Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::Cary's. Do your friends know you?:Somewhat. Friend that lives farthest away::Bryan. Love and All ThatDo you consider love a mistake?:NO. What do you find romantic?:Roses, candles, stuff like that. Turn-on?:Hummm well Cary's got it so yeah. Turn-off?:Haha I dunno. First kiss?:Kyle.. If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:Bad. I'd probably give them a chance. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:Knowing someone before. Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:Not really. It is pretty acceptable in my opinion. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:Yessss. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:Haha no. What is best about the opposite sex?:Eyes or body. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:Umm hmm no idea. What's the last present someone gave you?:Teddy bear! Are you in love?:YAH! Do you consider your significant other hot?:mmm no I hate that word. Who Was the Last Person...That haunted you?:Jordan.. You wanted to kill?:Jessica. That you laughed at?:Allie. That laughed at you?:Allie or Ashley. That turned you on?:haha Cary<3 You went shopping with?:Allie. That broke your heart?:Not going there.. To disappoint you?:Hmm no idea. To ask you out?:Caryyyy<3 To make you cry?:Myself. To brighten up your day?:Ashley and Allie. That you thought about?:Cary. You saw a movie with?:Allie. You talked to on the phone?:Ashley. You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Allie. You saw?:Sarah. You lost?:Not going there.. Right This Moment...Are you going out?:No. Will it be with your significant other?:No. Or some random person?:No.. What are you wearing right now?:Board shorts that are brown and a white shirt. Body part you're touching right now::Heh...haha nothing. What are you worried about right now?:Losing people and Cary's reaction to my arm.. What book are you reading?:The Path To Good Fortune I believe. What's on your mousepad?:Dont have one. Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::content, lonely, tired, bleh, evil. Are you bored?:No. Are you tired?:Yes. Are you talking to anyone online?:Yes, Allie Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:Yes, Ashley Are you lonely or content?:Content Are you listening to music?:Yes Take this survey | Find more surveys
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Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)time started:4:06 pm full name:Kaitlyn Rose Gundersen nickname(s):kate, katie, bush baby, i cant think of the others birthday:August 28, 1991 where were you born:H'ville, NC and I think in Pardee hospital. zodiac sign:Virgo. height:5'3. weight:95lbs. hair color:Brown. eye color:Brown. shoe size:I can wear a 6-8. ring size:No idea. I hate rings. skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.):I have freckles, but I have no tan. blood type:Hell if I know. grade:Going into 9th. GPA:No idea. siblings:Two half sisters. Ashley and Dawn. tattoos:None. piercings:None. hobbies:fucking things up. favoritecolor:pink/gray/black. food:Chinese. candy:Snickers. type of cheese:No idea. pizza topping:Just cheese and pepperoni. salad dressing:Ranch! sandwich:I don't like them. cereal:Ew. fruit:I don't know. vegetable:green beans, carrots. berry:blueberry. cake:ice cream cake. book:Oh god I can't choose. movie:Rent. magazine:Rollingstone! newspaper:No idea. tv show:Futurama. website:myspace or livejournal. radio station:93.3 font:umm I dunno. cartoon character:no idea. artist (painter):No idea. actor:Brad Pitt actress:Angelina Jolie or Reese Witherspoon. cd:Spineshank probably. song:Vulnerable-Secondhand Serenade; So I thought-Flyleaf; Close Yet Far-CKY music group:Too many. music type:Dont have one. day of the week:Thursday or Saturday. month:July. season:Summer. holiday:Christmas I guess. shampoo:Whatever I use. lol. conditioner:I dunno the name of it. number:11. phrase:I don't find funny store:Hot Topic Urban Outfitters, and PacSun. weather:Sunny? Or raining as long as it's warm out. restaurant:The oriental ones. channel:Fuse, or Cartoon Network when adult swim is on. teacher:Mr. House or Mr. Keel. weekend activity:Cary or my friends. hangout:Fields. house color:Yellow, white, or a light blue. sport to watch:Lacrosse, football, basketball. sport to play:All of them. animal:penguin! flower:rose. guy's name:Crimson girl's name:Jordan or Ember. board game:Candyland! woo. party game:Any of them. story from childhood:Bleh no. body part:ummm...hands actually. have you everbeen on a train:yes. been on a plane:yes. been in a car accident:no. caused a car accident:no. run into a wall:of course. burned a potato chip:yes. almost burned the house down:yes. smoked:Unfortunately yes. been drunk:nope. been high:Unfortunately yes. broken the law:yes all the time. I do download music. burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes):Yes. kissed someone of the opposite sex:yes. kissed someone of the same sex:yes mah friendsss. frenched an animal:ew gross. made out:yes. had cyber sex:haha yes. gotten engaged:nope. had an online relationship:Yes.. been rejected by a crush:umm no actually. loved:yes. made yourself cry to get out of trouble:no. cried in public:Yupp. cried over a movie:yes. fallen asleep in a movie theater:Nope. given someone a bath:yes! been to a boarding school:No and never will. been home-schooled:Nope. lost a valuable item:yes. bungee jumped:nope. skied:no. met the president:definately not. met a celebrity:eh hm no. gotten a cavity:mmhm. shopped at abercrombie & fitch:Si. made a prank call:yes. skipped school:not all of the days worth.. faked sick to get out of school:yes. purchased something that you knew didn't fit:haha yes. climbed a tree:yes. fallen from a tree:nope thank god. broken a bone:nope. sprained anything:yes. passed out:almost have plenty of times. made yourself pass out:nope. been to disney world:nooo. been to a theme park (not disney):yes. said i love you and meant it (not to a relative):Yes. made a model volcano (working model):no.. made a clover leaf with your tounge:no..but that'd be cool. pastwhat did you do yesterday:Went swimming. memory you miss the most:Being fully happy. memory you want to forget:Myko. something you regretted after it was done:Umm not going there. the lastsong you heard:The Acoustic Song cd you bought:Cascada I think. thing you said:Cascada I think.. time you cried:Last night. movie seen in a theater:The Devil Wears Prada. thing you ate:Cereal.. person who called:Kyle. nail polish shade worn:Blue. time you showered:Like an hour ago. person who complimented you:Allie or Ashley. at this momentwhat are you listening to:Awake-Secondhand Serenade. what are you wearing:Jeans from Hollister, my light blue shirt with a guitar and a pink hoodie. what are you thinking:I want pizza and how to get it. what are you scared of most:Losing Cary. how many people are on your buddy list:46 futureoccupation:Photo journalist and psychologist. marriage site:humm a beach. honeymoon:no idea. place to live:In NC in the country. kids:Four. car:Celica or a Cougar. what are you doing tomorrow:Probably nothing or going to the mall. do you think george bush will be reelected:Nope. will there be a wwIII:Probably. will politics ever be truthful:Of course not. will humanity snuff itself out:Nope. can the gov. be changed:It can but it won't. friendsbest friend:Ashley and Allie funniest:They're both funneh. silliest:Ashley. loudest:Ashley. quietest:Brooke. craziest:Ashley and Allie. calmest:Brooke. skinniest:Sarah. best secret keeper:Ashley I guess. worst secret keeper:I dont know really. Amanda. the one you have but don't want:Haha thats wrong. smartest:All of them are smart. preppiest:Sarah or Allie. peppiest:No idea. most hyper:Ashley. hottest:Oh gawd all of dem! weirdest:Brooke but she's awesome. biggest pervert:Allie.. most annyoing:No comment. shyest:Allie. most religious:None of them. do you believe inheaven:Nope. hell:We live on it. angels:Sure. devil:No. god:No. buddha:Possibly. aliens:Yes. ghosts:Yes. spirit (soul):Yes. soulmates:Yupp yupp. reincarnation:Yus. love at first sight:I think you can look at someone and think that you're going to love them but yeah. karma:Yes. love in general:Yes. luck:No. yourself:Somewhat. crushwho and when was your first crush:Steven in Kindergarten. any now:No. a celebrity crush:No. who do you want to be with right now:The person I am with. whos number do you want:No ones. who do you want to kiss:Cary. what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex:Why they say one thing then do the opposite. if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be:Cary. on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you:I don't know maybe a 5. first thing noticed about the opposite sex:Eyes. what do you look for personality-wise:Outgoing, loyal, talkative biggest turn on:Cary biggest turn off:Anyone but Cary..lol something thay weat that turns you on:Converse or skateboarding shoes something they wear that turns you off:cowboy boots the most romantic thing you want to happen to you:Anything works for me the most romantic thing that has happened to you:Kissing in teh rain what do you wear on a coffee date:Whatever. is it right to flirt if you're taken:NOOOOO! is cyber cheating:Yes. are eyes the passegeway to the soul:Yupp. who would you like to take to the prom:If I even go to prom it'll be Cary. do you want to hug somebody right now:No. do you know what an aphrodisiac is:mmhm describemellow:a piece of fruit melancholy:funeral the perfect date:boring the perfect mate:nonexistent and boring how m&m's are made:two people having sex of course why manhole covers are round:Dunno one or the othercoke/pepsi:pepsi sprite/7-up:sprite boxers/briefs:boxers gold/silver:silver vanilla/chocolate:vanilla flowers/candy:flowers book/magazine:book tv/radio:tv glass half empty/half full:half full democrat/republican:democrat colored pencils/markers:coloured pencils coffee/tea:coffe sun/moon:moon day/night:night hot/cold:hot dog/cat:doggy button/zipper:button cotton/feather pillow:feather blue/purple:blue plumber/trashman:plumber jeans/shorts:jeans long distance relationship/none:none mechanical/regular pencil:mechanical matt/ben:matt that 70's show/simpsons:simpsons kelso/eric:eric donna/jackie:donna bart/lisa:bart romeo/juliet:juliet romantic comedy/thriller:romantic comedy nsync/bsb:nsync yo peanut butter/jelly:jelly waffles/pancakes:pancakes letter/email:letter florida/california:florida pizza/burgers:pizza hat/visor:hat football/rugby:oh hard one...football iceskating/blading:blading movie at home/in theater:theatre first thing you think of when you hearyellow:flower! red lipstick:Sarah. socks:Duckies! cowtipping:Fun but mean.. moulin rouge:Amazing. greenland:iceland iceland:greenland harry potter:long red:cherry blackberry:gross rose:middle name rooster:chicken taxes:gay bill clinton:cool whipped cream:sex george w. bush:dipshit lollipops:sucking dreams:nightmares love:Cary<3 guys:retarded south park:awesome boy bands:sex pengiuns:cuteeeee girls:mean thong:comfy death:me spoons:trampoline junk mail:trash dairy:good panties:old your father:stupid pizza:food britney spears:fake vitamin:love are youhappy:not at the moment sad:somewhat religious:nope. bitchy:yupp. crazy:definately. messy:sure thing! mad:no. I'm rarely mad. slacker:At times. nerd:Of course. bookworm:Haha yes. jock:nope. preppy:lyke homg yes! Haha...NO! selfish:Not really.. giving:Yupp very. obsessive:Umm sorta. violent:Oh I can be =) calm:I'm almost always calm but lately I haven't been at all. peaceful:most of the time. mellow:yes. eccentric:not really. caring:Hell yeah I'm caring. untrustworthy:Nope. loyal:Very. patriotic:Haha no. perverted:Not really. colorful:Sure. artistic:No. miscellanoueswhat color is your jacket:I dont really have a jacket. I have hoodies. And I have a green, brown, pink, white, black, and gray one. do you shave:Yes... where:my legs and such. what color is your razor:Pink. what size is your bed:Queen. what color crayon would you be:Gray. what are the last four digits of you phone number:9677 feelings on abortion:For it. Only if it's because of rape though. how lond does it take you to shower:Varies. Sometimes 10 minutes, sometimes 30. what does your screenname mean:nothing. thoughts on blonde pop stars in general:Overrated. who so you trust the most:Allie, Ashley, and Cary. is cussing a necessity in life:Psh no. how about coffee:Yes. is the world screwed:Definately. what something you cant live without:Cary. what time did you fall asleep:last night I fell asleep at 5am. know what 69 means:Oh yes. how about 143:Does that even mean anything? can you live without a microwave:Yah. what do think about death:I hate it, but I want it for myself. where and when do you want to be married:I want to be married on a beach or something and whenever I'm ready. do you want to drop out of school:Nope. why is the sky blue:Because it looks pretteh that way. what is a good trait about yourself:My instinct to always help. what do you always think about:I think about a lot of things. what is wrong with your school:All the drugs. what is right with your school:Ummm nice teachers?..I don't know. how do you react to change:It varies. do you talk to yourself:Not really. I guess I do sometimes but yeah. what is your opinion on love:It's amazing but can tear everything apart. can you afford to lose weight:NO! what color would you dye your hair:Oh a bunch of different colours! best thing anyones told you:That they love me. what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot:I don't like it at all. And I feel like a piece of shit. does being psycho appeal to you:Heh I am psycho. if you wrote a book, what would it be about:My life. Or how I've dealt with self harm I s'pose. what would you change your name to:Ember Rose. longest crush lasted how long:Hummm...maybe a year. tme finished:5:04 pm Take this survey | Find more surveys
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