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i feel empty.
dont get me wrong.
my friends out here are amazing.
i really do love some of them.
some of the best people i have ever met.
but i miss my old friends.
some of them had been in my life for 16 years.
some of them a little less.
but either way.
its a long time.
i had them ripped out of my life so quickly.
some i didnt even get to say goodbye to.
some of the closest people to me never got to really see me before i left.
whether the cause be of me working.
or other things.
i am sorry.
i really do love you all.
and i hope i get to see you guys soon.
lately i have realized that even though i knew you meant alot too me.
you mean more than that.
alot of you were there for me always.
girls.
wow.
i am lost in this.
there will always be her.
but then there are these crushes i get for people.
and i never really trust them.
and just keep telling myself that it aint worth it.
but i got a crush.
and it may be more than that.
i dunno.
confuesing.
swimming.
i just wanna join another swim team.
its one thing i really love to do and am good at.
school.
could be better.
i had a job interview today.
i think its pretty much for sure.
which i am happy about.
i am probally goin to get alot of hours.
and gunna be spending pretty much the whole summer on bald head.
i guess thats fun.
i get to chill with teddy alot then.
lol.
well.
that will be fun.
im out yall.
♥
dont get me wrong.
my friends out here are amazing.
i really do love some of them.
some of the best people i have ever met.
but i miss my old friends.
some of them had been in my life for 16 years.
some of them a little less.
but either way.
its a long time.
i had them ripped out of my life so quickly.
some i didnt even get to say goodbye to.
some of the closest people to me never got to really see me before i left.
whether the cause be of me working.
or other things.
i am sorry.
i really do love you all.
and i hope i get to see you guys soon.
lately i have realized that even though i knew you meant alot too me.
you mean more than that.
alot of you were there for me always.
girls.
wow.
i am lost in this.
there will always be her.
but then there are these crushes i get for people.
and i never really trust them.
and just keep telling myself that it aint worth it.
but i got a crush.
and it may be more than that.
i dunno.
confuesing.
swimming.
i just wanna join another swim team.
its one thing i really love to do and am good at.
school.
could be better.
i had a job interview today.
i think its pretty much for sure.
which i am happy about.
i am probally goin to get alot of hours.
and gunna be spending pretty much the whole summer on bald head.
i guess thats fun.
i get to chill with teddy alot then.
lol.
well.
that will be fun.
im out yall.
♥