Jan 25, 2006 21:06
I'm due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
And I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
I'm beginning to wonder if I've completely screwed myself up yet. Everything that I've done has pretty much ruined it all.
Actually, it's more like everything I haven't done. But that's all in the past now, and I can't change what's been done.
I'm tired of my feelings coming back. All that happens is that I get depressed. And I really don't like being depressed. It's very... depressing. If I can attain a state of emotionlessness, I will be very happy. And that my friends, is irony.
And now, after sitting here for 5 minutes, I've lost all motivation to continue typing.