Fill this empty heart by simplycrazy01 [part 3]
Title: Fill this empty heart
Pairing: Homin, changmin/keita
AUTHOR: simplycrazy01
Summary: changmin loved yunho. Still does. What happens when changmin is sent to japan to work solo for half a year?
WARNING/DISCLAIMER: THIS FIC IS NOT MINE I DO NOT OWN IT!! im simply posting it so i can memm it. FULL CREDITS to the actual author: simplycrazy01
who as you can obviously tell doesn't have that account anymore so this fic is nowhere to be found so im just re-posting it here so you and i can enjoy it, im quite picky and i wanted to read this fic in LJ format.
credits to
fiat_amorfati also who had saved it on word and supplied me with it. hopefully this is allowed D:
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He hadn't seen the man in such a long time. Not even on the television. Whenever he saw an interview with his members playing on the screen he'd quickly change the channel or shut it off all together. He knew he'd probably be on the next flight back home if he saw them.
Even now, all he wanted to do was run into the other man's arms and not let go. But considering how they parted, it might not be such a good idea.
Wait a second... he could fix all of it!! Changmin could make everything go back to normal!! By doing exactly that: fixing it!!
Or at least pretend he did... Then everything would go back to normal and Yunho won't avoid him anymore!! He could restore their friendship!
His musing was cut short when he felt three pairs of arms grabbing him and hugging him. Jaejoong, having been the first to reach him and was practically squeezing the life out of him, Junsu and Yoochun right behind him, while he struggled to breath and hug them back at the same time, a huge smile on his face.
It felt good to have his family back.
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Yunho stood in the corner as he watched his four members hug, preferring to stay out of it for now and give Min a proper hug after. He then brought his eyes over to the extra person who shouldn't even be in this appartment.
And apparently, he sensed it too because he was looking pretty uncomfortable.
"Oh!!! Guys, this is Keita! Keita, these are my bandmates," Changmin broke out of the hug and grabbed the other man's hand to drag him over.
"It's nice to meet you all," Keita smiled nervously. "Sorry about the mess. It's our day off so..." he gestured to the empty bags of chips and the movie boxes laying around.
"You act as though you're the only one who made a mess," Changmin playfully hit him.
"So hungry..." Yoochun's mouth watered as he starred at the junk food around the place.
"Oh! Min and I were just about to make supper. What would you guys like to eat?" Keita's smile widened as they started making their way to the kitchen.
Yunho watched as his members sat on the table while Changmin and Keita moved around the kitchen, grabbing things from here and there while talking and laughing.
He couldn't help but feel that that person making Min laugh should be him.
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"Min!"
Changmin froze as he was about to walk to his room. It was late and he had managed to change the sheets on Yunho's bed before anyone noticed that it was that bed he had been using for the past four and a half months. Sleeping in his own bed was going to be awkward...
He was happy to have his hyungs back though. And they all seemed to like Keita. Except for maybe Yunho...
He'd noticed Yunho watching from the corner, and barely touching his food. Was he still mad? Or did he just not miss him...
Changmin took a deep breath and resisted the urge to fall into another depression. He had to pull himself together and make it seem as though he was over the entire thing!!
He turned around, a fake smile on his face as he faced Yunho who had just called him. Was the leader going to scold him for leaving the appartment in a mess? Was he angry at him for having people at their place without having told them? Was he going to--
hug him?
Changmin froze when he felt strong arms wrap around him, warm breathing on his neck from where Yunho rested his head. "Hyung..?" Min whispered, afraid of breaking whatever spell had fallen on his leader, but wanting to know what was going on.
"I just wanted to give you a proper hug. I didn't get the chance to earlier," Yunho smiled, feeling at ease for the first time in months.
Minnie smiled softly, wrapping his own arms around the older man, before realising what he was supposed to do. Pretend to have fixed it! And so, reluctantly, he backed away, an awkward smile on his face. "It's getting late. I have an early schedule tomorrow," he backed away and walked into his room, tears spilling once he closed the door behind him.
Being so close to Yunho was torture.
He didn't seem to notice that Yunho's expression mirrored his feelings.
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Yunho and the rest of the members watched as Changmin made his way to the stage to sing is solo. It was a collaborate concert with many other artists and this was where Changmin would debut his own song.
He could tell that the younger man was nervous and he wanted to go up there and comfort him, but he doubted it would help. Min's different. He grew up. He no longer wants those big hugs that Yunho used to give him before the whole mess started back in Korea. In fact, the younger man semed to be avoiding any kind of touch that came from the leader and it was driving him crazy.
He had spent months wanting to be near Changmin, and now that he was, he couldn't even touch him! He'd tried talking to him many times, wanting to tell Min that he wanted to try, that, at this rate, he was certain he would never want to let Changmin go or betray him like he thought he would do before. He was willing to commit to this. Wanted to.
But Minnie wouldn't give him the time of day. He acted normal when Junsu, Jaejoong and Yoochun were around, but the second the two of them were alone, the youngest would find an excuse to leave as quickly as possible.
Shaking his head to get rid of the confusing thoughts, Yunho focused on Changmin who was now on stage, waiting for the music. He wanted nothing more then to just grab the boy and leave, but then, the piano started playing and Changmin started singing.
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Changmin glanced nervously at the crowd. It wasn't his first time singing solo, but he was singing a song he wrote, and he was afraid of what people would think of it.
Forcing himself to not glance back at Yunho, he got ready and followed his cue when it started, his nervousness growing. Trying to keep his voice steady he started to sing*.
"Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks,
How did I survive when I can barely sleep,
barely eat,
on my knees."
He could feel his resolve growing thinner. This was a bad idea. He had written the song** while he was thinking of Yunho, trying to imagine what it would be like with him. Changmin felt something wet on his cheek and realised he had let a tear fall.
"You changed my whole life
Don’t know what you’re doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all super human, you did that to me
Super human, heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
I feel so super human."
He held himself together throughout the song, trying not to think of the one this song was dedicated to standing backstage, probably not even paying attention. Changmin's voice resonated through the stadium as his song came to an end. He held his breath, waiting for the fans reaction.
The loud cheering and screaming and clapping should be enough though, even if what he wanted was for Yunho to be cheering for him.
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Yunho starred in amazement as Changmin sang. He wouldn't have ever imagined the younger man capale of writing lyrics like this. He was singing with his heart, his emotions clear on his face.
With every word, he fell for him even more. But this song... who did he write it for?
Yunho had decided.
He had to tell Changmin before someone else came in the picture.
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"Changmin, would you stop running away and let me talk to you?!"
The second Changmin had walked off stage, he had run off to the bathroom, not wanting to face Yunho when he was this vulnerable to spilling everything... again.
Things didn't go as planned unfortunately. Yunho had followed him, cornering him in the bathroom and locking the door, the two of them alone.
"Wh-what are you talking about?" Changmin stuttered, looking around for a way out.
"Ever since I came here, you've been finding excuses to avoid me! Don't say you haven't Changmin, it's pretty damn obvious!" Yunho's usual calm and collected self evaporated. Frustration was evident on every one of his features.
"I... I haven't been avoiding you," Min looked down only to have Yunho force his chin back up.
"What is it, huh? Tell me why I can't even get a word across to you!" the older man kept going, deciding to ignore the previous comment. Had Changmin really just gotten over him like that? "And that sog! Who did you write it for?! Was it for Keita? I bet it was. Or maybe it was for Shun? Or that Yamashita guy, was it for him?" Yunho asked question after question, not able to take it anymore. He had fallen for Changmin and the other had fallen for someone else?
"It was for you..." Changmin's voice barely audible as he whispered. Yunho still heard it though, and he paused in the middle of his ranting. He didn't know why he said it. Hadn't he told himself to at least pretend to have fixed everything? Hearing Yunho accuse him though... that hurt even more. "I wrote it for you... I was thinking of you when I wrote it..." Min prepared himself for whatever he was going to get.
"Then why do you avoid me?" Yunho whispered back, taking a step closer. "Why is it that everytime I try to come near you, you run away?"
"You told me to fix it... I thought that if I avoided you or pretended to have gotten over it, everything would go back to the way it was. But i couldn't stan being in the same room with you alone, so I kept leaving," Changmin finally admitted the truth, looking straight into Yunho's eyes. He was sick of hiding it. Nothing would go back to normal, so might as well admit it. "It didn't work."
"Changmin, I..." Yunho took a deep breath before starting again. He had to do this the right way. "I love you too."
"What... How.... When did this happen?!" Changmin stuttered, eyes growing wide. He was suffering for no reason this entire time?!
"When you left... Minnie, when you left, I realised it. It felt so different, bad different, without you there. The four of us, we were a mess! And I kept seeing you everywhere, I kept dreaming of you... Min, I couldn't take it anymore! I was never the type who could stay with the same person, in one relationship, but... Changmin, I couldn't even live with you gone. That's gotta mean something, right?" he asked with sincerity.
Changmin silenced him off with a short kiss, nothing more then a press of lips. "Do you really love me?" he whispered.
"So damn much."
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Changmin moaned and arched his back off the floor, clutching at Yunho's back.
"Only I get to see you like this! That damn commercial..." Yunho growled, attacking the tanned skin in front of him, sucking at Min's neck and leaving marks everywhere.
Changmin and Yunho had ditched the other three members at the concert and had come back home earlier. Although, the bedroom seemed to be too far for both of them, Changmin pulling Yunho on the living room floor the second they walked in.
"Shouldn't we do this in the bedroom?" Yunho groaned when Min's erection brushed against his.
"Too far. Way too far."
Changmin flipped them over, straddling Yunho's hips while working his own shirt off, then attacking Yunho's pants and boxers, the both of them naked in seconds.
Min placed kisses on every inch of skin, feeling his insides grow hotter. He was with Yunho. He was actually with Yunho. Breathing heavily on Yunho's erection, pleased when he heard the other moan loudly, Changmin licked the tip, before trailing his tongue to the base and back again, enjoying the frustrated noises coming from Yunho.
Yunho tried not to move. He really did. But he couldn't help it. Changmin's sinful lips were attached to the tip of his cock and he could feel himself grow hotter every second, wanting to take the man right there, right now. Moving his hand to the coffee table, he thanked whichever member forgot the lotion bottle.
Changmin released Yunho's erection, his lips latching themselves on the older man's thigh, sucking and licking, leaving his own marks. He stopped however, when he felt himself being rolled over, Yunho taking the top.
"Minnie, you have to tell me now. If you want to stop, you have to say it. I- I won't be able to stop later. I'm already having trouble saying this now," Yunho grit out, forcing himself to stay still even as Changmin's body underneath him was temtping him.
"I think I would have said something before all this if I had wanted to stop," Changmin arched his back, pressing their erections together, showing Yunho just how much he wanted this and that there was now way he was going to back out now.
Giving up, Yunho pressed his lotion-coated fingers to Changmin's entrance, pressing in bit by bit. He heard Changmin's low hiss and tried to comfort him. "I'm sorry baby. It's gonna hurt for a bit." He placed his lips on Min's lower stomach, trying to ease him a bit, and trying to distract himself from going any faster.
Changmin but his lower lip when he felt another finger entering him, Yunho scissoring him and trying to stretch him out as much as possible. His nails scratched at his lover's back and he tried to get more comfortable.
Stretching him out as much as he could, Yunho squirted more lotion into his palm and rubbed his erection, placing himself at Min's entrance, pushing in slowly. Something that was particularly hard to do when he felt the need to go deeper, faster at Min's tightness.
He moved in bit by bit, keeping his eyes on Changmin's face for any sign on pain. His lover's features soon morphed from discomfort to pleasure as the thrusts went deeper.
"Yunho-ah... faster.. please," Min breathed out, his voice deep from pleasure. He let his own body move by instinct, hips pushing up to meet Yunho's thrusts.
Soon lost in the haze of pleasure, Yunho pushed in harder and faster each time, hitting Changmin's prostate when he changed his angle, the younger boy crying out in pleasure. Min whimpered, and Yunho started to lose his steady pace, thrusting erratically.
Changmin could sense it coming. A few more thrusts and he knew he was going to be in paradise. His lower stomach was burning with heat and soon enough, he found his release, a loud moan escaping him as he scratched at Yunho's back even harder, losing his mind.
Yunho kept thrusting, knowing he wasn't far behind. He captured Min's lips into a hard kiss, groaning as his seed filled Changmin, riding through his orgasm.
Stilling himself, he kissed Changmin slowly and languidly, their tongues massaging each other lazily until Yunho felt his shaking arms about to give out. He lay down next to Min, gathering his lover in his arms, both too drained to even get.
"I love you," Yunho whispered again.
"I love you too," Min smiled, intertwining their legs too keep each other warm.
"Don't leave again," Yunho pleaded, looking at him.
"Yunho... after you four leave, I have to stay for two more weeks. Remember?" Changmin sighed, playing with Yunho's fingers.
"I'll find a way to stay with you. The other three will be okay on their own," the leader mumbled, starting to get sleepy.
"You wanna leave Junsu, Jaejoong and Yoochun alone? In Korea?" he raised an eyebrow.
"... Point taken. Those two weeks better pass by fast."
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"I can't believe they just ditched us like that!!! We won an award, and imagine only having three members of a FIVE, let me remind you again: FIVE member group, come on stage! And the leader wasn't even there!" Jaejoong ranted as they took the elevator up to thei level.
"Hey, at least we got to give a longer speach this time," Yoochun grinned as he took the keys out of his pocket, unlocking the door, the three of them walking in and removing their shoes.
"Yeah, but I wonder where the other two went?" Junsu asked, walking into the living room before freezing in his place.
"Oh shit!" Yoochun froze next to him.
"Damn it!! I just cleaned this morning! They're are so~ cleaning this mess on their own! Oh and for god's sake, somebody get a blanket and cover them up! we don't need to see those!" Jaejoong complained, completely ignoring the surprised looks on his fellow members faces at finding their leader and magnae, naked and asleep after some pretty obvious activities.
"So that's where they went," Yoochun finally spoke.
"Shut it, Chun."
END
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Pairing: Homin, changmin/keita
AUTHOR: simplycrazy01
Summary: changmin loved yunho. Still does. What happens when changmin is sent to japan to work solo for half a year?
WARNING/DISCLAIMER: THIS FIC IS NOT MINE I DO NOT OWN IT!! im simply posting it so i can memm it. FULL CREDITS to the actual author: simplycrazy01
who as you can obviously tell doesn't have that account anymore so this fic is nowhere to be found so im just re-posting it here so you and i can enjoy it, im quite picky and i wanted to read this fic in LJ format.
credits to
fiat_amorfati also who had saved it on word and supplied me with it. hopefully this is allowed D:
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He hadn't seen the man in such a long time. Not even on the television. Whenever he saw an interview with his members playing on the screen he'd quickly change the channel or shut it off all together. He knew he'd probably be on the next flight back home if he saw them.
Even now, all he wanted to do was run into the other man's arms and not let go. But considering how they parted, it might not be such a good idea.
Wait a second... he could fix all of it!! Changmin could make everything go back to normal!! By doing exactly that: fixing it!!
Or at least pretend he did... Then everything would go back to normal and Yunho won't avoid him anymore!! He could restore their friendship!
His musing was cut short when he felt three pairs of arms grabbing him and hugging him. Jaejoong, having been the first to reach him and was practically squeezing the life out of him, Junsu and Yoochun right behind him, while he struggled to breath and hug them back at the same time, a huge smile on his face.
It felt good to have his family back.
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Yunho stood in the corner as he watched his four members hug, preferring to stay out of it for now and give Min a proper hug after. He then brought his eyes over to the extra person who shouldn't even be in this appartment.
And apparently, he sensed it too because he was looking pretty uncomfortable.
"Oh!!! Guys, this is Keita! Keita, these are my bandmates," Changmin broke out of the hug and grabbed the other man's hand to drag him over.
"It's nice to meet you all," Keita smiled nervously. "Sorry about the mess. It's our day off so..." he gestured to the empty bags of chips and the movie boxes laying around.
"You act as though you're the only one who made a mess," Changmin playfully hit him.
"So hungry..." Yoochun's mouth watered as he starred at the junk food around the place.
"Oh! Min and I were just about to make supper. What would you guys like to eat?" Keita's smile widened as they started making their way to the kitchen.
Yunho watched as his members sat on the table while Changmin and Keita moved around the kitchen, grabbing things from here and there while talking and laughing.
He couldn't help but feel that that person making Min laugh should be him.
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"Min!"
Changmin froze as he was about to walk to his room. It was late and he had managed to change the sheets on Yunho's bed before anyone noticed that it was that bed he had been using for the past four and a half months. Sleeping in his own bed was going to be awkward...
He was happy to have his hyungs back though. And they all seemed to like Keita. Except for maybe Yunho...
He'd noticed Yunho watching from the corner, and barely touching his food. Was he still mad? Or did he just not miss him...
Changmin took a deep breath and resisted the urge to fall into another depression. He had to pull himself together and make it seem as though he was over the entire thing!!
He turned around, a fake smile on his face as he faced Yunho who had just called him. Was the leader going to scold him for leaving the appartment in a mess? Was he angry at him for having people at their place without having told them? Was he going to--
hug him?
Changmin froze when he felt strong arms wrap around him, warm breathing on his neck from where Yunho rested his head. "Hyung..?" Min whispered, afraid of breaking whatever spell had fallen on his leader, but wanting to know what was going on.
"I just wanted to give you a proper hug. I didn't get the chance to earlier," Yunho smiled, feeling at ease for the first time in months.
Minnie smiled softly, wrapping his own arms around the older man, before realising what he was supposed to do. Pretend to have fixed it! And so, reluctantly, he backed away, an awkward smile on his face. "It's getting late. I have an early schedule tomorrow," he backed away and walked into his room, tears spilling once he closed the door behind him.
Being so close to Yunho was torture.
He didn't seem to notice that Yunho's expression mirrored his feelings.
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Yunho and the rest of the members watched as Changmin made his way to the stage to sing is solo. It was a collaborate concert with many other artists and this was where Changmin would debut his own song.
He could tell that the younger man was nervous and he wanted to go up there and comfort him, but he doubted it would help. Min's different. He grew up. He no longer wants those big hugs that Yunho used to give him before the whole mess started back in Korea. In fact, the younger man semed to be avoiding any kind of touch that came from the leader and it was driving him crazy.
He had spent months wanting to be near Changmin, and now that he was, he couldn't even touch him! He'd tried talking to him many times, wanting to tell Min that he wanted to try, that, at this rate, he was certain he would never want to let Changmin go or betray him like he thought he would do before. He was willing to commit to this. Wanted to.
But Minnie wouldn't give him the time of day. He acted normal when Junsu, Jaejoong and Yoochun were around, but the second the two of them were alone, the youngest would find an excuse to leave as quickly as possible.
Shaking his head to get rid of the confusing thoughts, Yunho focused on Changmin who was now on stage, waiting for the music. He wanted nothing more then to just grab the boy and leave, but then, the piano started playing and Changmin started singing.
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Changmin glanced nervously at the crowd. It wasn't his first time singing solo, but he was singing a song he wrote, and he was afraid of what people would think of it.
Forcing himself to not glance back at Yunho, he got ready and followed his cue when it started, his nervousness growing. Trying to keep his voice steady he started to sing*.
"Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks,
How did I survive when I can barely sleep,
barely eat,
on my knees."
He could feel his resolve growing thinner. This was a bad idea. He had written the song** while he was thinking of Yunho, trying to imagine what it would be like with him. Changmin felt something wet on his cheek and realised he had let a tear fall.
"You changed my whole life
Don’t know what you’re doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all super human, you did that to me
Super human, heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
I feel so super human."
He held himself together throughout the song, trying not to think of the one this song was dedicated to standing backstage, probably not even paying attention. Changmin's voice resonated through the stadium as his song came to an end. He held his breath, waiting for the fans reaction.
The loud cheering and screaming and clapping should be enough though, even if what he wanted was for Yunho to be cheering for him.
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Yunho starred in amazement as Changmin sang. He wouldn't have ever imagined the younger man capale of writing lyrics like this. He was singing with his heart, his emotions clear on his face.
With every word, he fell for him even more. But this song... who did he write it for?
Yunho had decided.
He had to tell Changmin before someone else came in the picture.
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"Changmin, would you stop running away and let me talk to you?!"
The second Changmin had walked off stage, he had run off to the bathroom, not wanting to face Yunho when he was this vulnerable to spilling everything... again.
Things didn't go as planned unfortunately. Yunho had followed him, cornering him in the bathroom and locking the door, the two of them alone.
"Wh-what are you talking about?" Changmin stuttered, looking around for a way out.
"Ever since I came here, you've been finding excuses to avoid me! Don't say you haven't Changmin, it's pretty damn obvious!" Yunho's usual calm and collected self evaporated. Frustration was evident on every one of his features.
"I... I haven't been avoiding you," Min looked down only to have Yunho force his chin back up.
"What is it, huh? Tell me why I can't even get a word across to you!" the older man kept going, deciding to ignore the previous comment. Had Changmin really just gotten over him like that? "And that sog! Who did you write it for?! Was it for Keita? I bet it was. Or maybe it was for Shun? Or that Yamashita guy, was it for him?" Yunho asked question after question, not able to take it anymore. He had fallen for Changmin and the other had fallen for someone else?
"It was for you..." Changmin's voice barely audible as he whispered. Yunho still heard it though, and he paused in the middle of his ranting. He didn't know why he said it. Hadn't he told himself to at least pretend to have fixed everything? Hearing Yunho accuse him though... that hurt even more. "I wrote it for you... I was thinking of you when I wrote it..." Min prepared himself for whatever he was going to get.
"Then why do you avoid me?" Yunho whispered back, taking a step closer. "Why is it that everytime I try to come near you, you run away?"
"You told me to fix it... I thought that if I avoided you or pretended to have gotten over it, everything would go back to the way it was. But i couldn't stan being in the same room with you alone, so I kept leaving," Changmin finally admitted the truth, looking straight into Yunho's eyes. He was sick of hiding it. Nothing would go back to normal, so might as well admit it. "It didn't work."
"Changmin, I..." Yunho took a deep breath before starting again. He had to do this the right way. "I love you too."
"What... How.... When did this happen?!" Changmin stuttered, eyes growing wide. He was suffering for no reason this entire time?!
"When you left... Minnie, when you left, I realised it. It felt so different, bad different, without you there. The four of us, we were a mess! And I kept seeing you everywhere, I kept dreaming of you... Min, I couldn't take it anymore! I was never the type who could stay with the same person, in one relationship, but... Changmin, I couldn't even live with you gone. That's gotta mean something, right?" he asked with sincerity.
Changmin silenced him off with a short kiss, nothing more then a press of lips. "Do you really love me?" he whispered.
"So damn much."
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Changmin moaned and arched his back off the floor, clutching at Yunho's back.
"Only I get to see you like this! That damn commercial..." Yunho growled, attacking the tanned skin in front of him, sucking at Min's neck and leaving marks everywhere.
Changmin and Yunho had ditched the other three members at the concert and had come back home earlier. Although, the bedroom seemed to be too far for both of them, Changmin pulling Yunho on the living room floor the second they walked in.
"Shouldn't we do this in the bedroom?" Yunho groaned when Min's erection brushed against his.
"Too far. Way too far."
Changmin flipped them over, straddling Yunho's hips while working his own shirt off, then attacking Yunho's pants and boxers, the both of them naked in seconds.
Min placed kisses on every inch of skin, feeling his insides grow hotter. He was with Yunho. He was actually with Yunho. Breathing heavily on Yunho's erection, pleased when he heard the other moan loudly, Changmin licked the tip, before trailing his tongue to the base and back again, enjoying the frustrated noises coming from Yunho.
Yunho tried not to move. He really did. But he couldn't help it. Changmin's sinful lips were attached to the tip of his cock and he could feel himself grow hotter every second, wanting to take the man right there, right now. Moving his hand to the coffee table, he thanked whichever member forgot the lotion bottle.
Changmin released Yunho's erection, his lips latching themselves on the older man's thigh, sucking and licking, leaving his own marks. He stopped however, when he felt himself being rolled over, Yunho taking the top.
"Minnie, you have to tell me now. If you want to stop, you have to say it. I- I won't be able to stop later. I'm already having trouble saying this now," Yunho grit out, forcing himself to stay still even as Changmin's body underneath him was temtping him.
"I think I would have said something before all this if I had wanted to stop," Changmin arched his back, pressing their erections together, showing Yunho just how much he wanted this and that there was now way he was going to back out now.
Giving up, Yunho pressed his lotion-coated fingers to Changmin's entrance, pressing in bit by bit. He heard Changmin's low hiss and tried to comfort him. "I'm sorry baby. It's gonna hurt for a bit." He placed his lips on Min's lower stomach, trying to ease him a bit, and trying to distract himself from going any faster.
Changmin but his lower lip when he felt another finger entering him, Yunho scissoring him and trying to stretch him out as much as possible. His nails scratched at his lover's back and he tried to get more comfortable.
Stretching him out as much as he could, Yunho squirted more lotion into his palm and rubbed his erection, placing himself at Min's entrance, pushing in slowly. Something that was particularly hard to do when he felt the need to go deeper, faster at Min's tightness.
He moved in bit by bit, keeping his eyes on Changmin's face for any sign on pain. His lover's features soon morphed from discomfort to pleasure as the thrusts went deeper.
"Yunho-ah... faster.. please," Min breathed out, his voice deep from pleasure. He let his own body move by instinct, hips pushing up to meet Yunho's thrusts.
Soon lost in the haze of pleasure, Yunho pushed in harder and faster each time, hitting Changmin's prostate when he changed his angle, the younger boy crying out in pleasure. Min whimpered, and Yunho started to lose his steady pace, thrusting erratically.
Changmin could sense it coming. A few more thrusts and he knew he was going to be in paradise. His lower stomach was burning with heat and soon enough, he found his release, a loud moan escaping him as he scratched at Yunho's back even harder, losing his mind.
Yunho kept thrusting, knowing he wasn't far behind. He captured Min's lips into a hard kiss, groaning as his seed filled Changmin, riding through his orgasm.
Stilling himself, he kissed Changmin slowly and languidly, their tongues massaging each other lazily until Yunho felt his shaking arms about to give out. He lay down next to Min, gathering his lover in his arms, both too drained to even get.
"I love you," Yunho whispered again.
"I love you too," Min smiled, intertwining their legs too keep each other warm.
"Don't leave again," Yunho pleaded, looking at him.
"Yunho... after you four leave, I have to stay for two more weeks. Remember?" Changmin sighed, playing with Yunho's fingers.
"I'll find a way to stay with you. The other three will be okay on their own," the leader mumbled, starting to get sleepy.
"You wanna leave Junsu, Jaejoong and Yoochun alone? In Korea?" he raised an eyebrow.
"... Point taken. Those two weeks better pass by fast."
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"I can't believe they just ditched us like that!!! We won an award, and imagine only having three members of a FIVE, let me remind you again: FIVE member group, come on stage! And the leader wasn't even there!" Jaejoong ranted as they took the elevator up to thei level.
"Hey, at least we got to give a longer speach this time," Yoochun grinned as he took the keys out of his pocket, unlocking the door, the three of them walking in and removing their shoes.
"Yeah, but I wonder where the other two went?" Junsu asked, walking into the living room before freezing in his place.
"Oh shit!" Yoochun froze next to him.
"Damn it!! I just cleaned this morning! They're are so~ cleaning this mess on their own! Oh and for god's sake, somebody get a blanket and cover them up! we don't need to see those!" Jaejoong complained, completely ignoring the surprised looks on his fellow members faces at finding their leader and magnae, naked and asleep after some pretty obvious activities.
"So that's where they went," Yoochun finally spoke.
"Shut it, Chun."
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