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So been outta touch for a while, retail throwing off my groove a tad. The chaos! The unbridled chaos! Also, It's a brutal grind. I got in trouble for having food once and from that point on I made it a point not to go to the back room for anything except a sip of water, but seriously, that's so unhealthy. So I'd come home ravenous and eat whatever I could lay my hands on, and that's unhealthy too. Damn. Threw off my freaking mojo, it did. Now I'm trying to get back in the groove, but I'm scheduled to drink too much and screw around for the next week so we'll see how that goes. :P
So sat down and wrote some crap this afternoon, because the writing bug was biting me, am pleased. Have now gotten to the point where Cap and Toil are going to hit their boiling points together. Not exactly sure how this is going to go down. What should they be doing? Cap is going to be the one to approach Toil, what will she be doing?
Cap's going to be going on the offensive first, telling our heroine that hey, the mercenaries in bordertown hadn't shipped with her, so what the fuck? Not this year, not last year, never.
Then Toil, who has just realized 1) Tellan and the Captain are going to be married and 2) Cap is totalyl sleeping with the bard. And she is PISSED about this.
TEllan is going to come in on the last bit of their fight and be upset that they are fighting.
Next day Toil is going to do a surprising thing and apologize to the Captain, because goddamnit, she wants to get OUT of here, not get written up and expelled.
Then Tellan's sister comes for four or five scenes and we're off again to the High City for more gladiating, and Toil being at a certain party with a certain aristocrat. DYING to get closer to that, because this stupid fish out of water sequence is the hardest thing I have ever tried to write and I HATE IT. Easily, part II is the hardest piece of shitty epic fantasy I have ever tried to shit out. Fuck. I can't seem to get it right. So I'm just trying to move on and get it out of the way as quickly as possible. Quick like goddamn molasses.
Also, the new year happened. Happy new year! I made a flow chart for my resolutions. Then I hung it on my wall. Because I am a loser.
So sat down and wrote some crap this afternoon, because the writing bug was biting me, am pleased. Have now gotten to the point where Cap and Toil are going to hit their boiling points together. Not exactly sure how this is going to go down. What should they be doing? Cap is going to be the one to approach Toil, what will she be doing?
Cap's going to be going on the offensive first, telling our heroine that hey, the mercenaries in bordertown hadn't shipped with her, so what the fuck? Not this year, not last year, never.
Then Toil, who has just realized 1) Tellan and the Captain are going to be married and 2) Cap is totalyl sleeping with the bard. And she is PISSED about this.
TEllan is going to come in on the last bit of their fight and be upset that they are fighting.
Next day Toil is going to do a surprising thing and apologize to the Captain, because goddamnit, she wants to get OUT of here, not get written up and expelled.
Then Tellan's sister comes for four or five scenes and we're off again to the High City for more gladiating, and Toil being at a certain party with a certain aristocrat. DYING to get closer to that, because this stupid fish out of water sequence is the hardest thing I have ever tried to write and I HATE IT. Easily, part II is the hardest piece of shitty epic fantasy I have ever tried to shit out. Fuck. I can't seem to get it right. So I'm just trying to move on and get it out of the way as quickly as possible. Quick like goddamn molasses.
Also, the new year happened. Happy new year! I made a flow chart for my resolutions. Then I hung it on my wall. Because I am a loser.