know that i am mad and wont mean any of this tomorrow
On top of my camcorder being f**ked up and me not being able to do anything about it and not knowing whether it was my brother or mandy or whoever else has been messing with it since I got back from NY, I guess I have been easily upset and frustrated.
So I guess it makes sense why I'm upset and frustrated with J.T my best friend right now.
I called her and I wasn't feeling good anyway, but she didn't notice, or atleast she didnt say anything to tell me she noticed. Then I got upset with my camcorder yet again and began cursing...which was not good at all on my part.
She tried to help and I was glad for it.
But then I was upset becuase she began to ignore me. I have been taught all my life that when you are on the phone with someone, you talk to them and put all your attention on them. It's rude to do otherwise. I am not allowed online when I am on the phone b/c of that and that of taking up both lines. I am not supposed to watch TV while talking on the phone because then I have to divide my attention. I am not to talk to either of my parents or my brother while on the phone because again that divides my attention.
It's just rude.
anyway, just venting and i probably wont feel any of this tomorrow.
So I guess it makes sense why I'm upset and frustrated with J.T my best friend right now.
I called her and I wasn't feeling good anyway, but she didn't notice, or atleast she didnt say anything to tell me she noticed. Then I got upset with my camcorder yet again and began cursing...which was not good at all on my part.
She tried to help and I was glad for it.
But then I was upset becuase she began to ignore me. I have been taught all my life that when you are on the phone with someone, you talk to them and put all your attention on them. It's rude to do otherwise. I am not allowed online when I am on the phone b/c of that and that of taking up both lines. I am not supposed to watch TV while talking on the phone because then I have to divide my attention. I am not to talk to either of my parents or my brother while on the phone because again that divides my attention.
It's just rude.
anyway, just venting and i probably wont feel any of this tomorrow.