graaaaaaaaargh!!
WHY?! Why did I have to go and do that?! I HAD MY CHANCE I did!!!!!!!!! I had my chance and I RUINED IT. I just had to go and say yes to david. I couldn’t WAIT for him. I couldn’t just hold my horses and WAIT for the guy that I was going to practically FALL IN LOVE WITH before he could ASK ME OUT. HVUIAHUIPGHUAHAUGIHGJKAHGUIAHJAHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--NO!! I’m not going to start cussing. NO WAY. But what else am I to DO?? What else am I to SAY?? JEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just cant STAND it!! It’s all MY FAULT. I couldn’t wait. I waited this year, but I just couldn’t WAIT last year. I RUINED MY OWN CHANCES OF DATING THE GUY OF MY DREAMS.
WHAT THE HECK IS MY PROBLEM?!?!?!?! I had my chance…..AND I MISSED IT!!
I freaking cried myself to sleep last night because it finally hit me JUST HOW MUCH I liked the guy. JUST HOW MUCH I wanted to be with him…AND I HAD MY CHANCE!!!!!!!!! But I don’t have that chance now because I waited too long. Not him, but ME. ME. I waited TOO LONG.
It hit me last night…..that I had had my chance but now that chance left….AND HIM WITH IT. And you know…I was kidding myself when I said everything was going to be OK. I was kidding myself when I told myself that I didn’t need him and that he was just an ucky stupid boy. I was just kidding myself. I WAS JUST KIDDING MYSELF.
--NO!! I’m not going to start cussing. NO WAY. But what else am I to DO?? What else am I to SAY?? JEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just cant STAND it!! It’s all MY FAULT. I couldn’t wait. I waited this year, but I just couldn’t WAIT last year. I RUINED MY OWN CHANCES OF DATING THE GUY OF MY DREAMS.
WHAT THE HECK IS MY PROBLEM?!?!?!?! I had my chance…..AND I MISSED IT!!
I freaking cried myself to sleep last night because it finally hit me JUST HOW MUCH I liked the guy. JUST HOW MUCH I wanted to be with him…AND I HAD MY CHANCE!!!!!!!!! But I don’t have that chance now because I waited too long. Not him, but ME. ME. I waited TOO LONG.
It hit me last night…..that I had had my chance but now that chance left….AND HIM WITH IT. And you know…I was kidding myself when I said everything was going to be OK. I was kidding myself when I told myself that I didn’t need him and that he was just an ucky stupid boy. I was just kidding myself. I WAS JUST KIDDING MYSELF.