band thingy
uh well yesterday i got out of all my classes for the day for a bunch of assemblies and pretty much hung out with the band all day... got kinda annoying after a while with you-know-who in there too.
of course he ignored me all day and i was totally bummed, but i was bummed for other reasons too--bigger reasons.
so the rents brought up the whole abandoning the family thing again yesterday morning and that really didnt help much. dad and i had a yelling match and i told him HE was abandoning me for dinner...i probably shouldn't have said that, but there were things he shouldn't have said too. well then i went to dinner, came back, and got yelled at again by a father who made a surprise visit to PK just to see if i was doing what i said i was doing. and i was but he said i wasnt. w/e.
then after the whole performance i got totally yelled at and now my throat hurts from screaming back bawling at the same time and...yea. that wasn't good. so i got home last night, got online, got offline, and called heather to talk to her. i talked to her till a little after 10 and then i got off and tried to go ot sleep.
she gave me some advice too: tell the rents what performances are important ones that they need to show up to and which ones they can miss. also: when i get pissed at them, act indifferent, and dont start convos with them. and when they start convos, dont reply unless asked a question, and then only reply curtly but politely. so pretty much give them a more mature silent treatment.
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but today is better. i, along with tessa, am planning to wear my gypsy costume. she got a couple so....yeay =) so i'm gonna jingle all day too. i'm wearing the ginormous earrings and the bracelet but i didnt bring the belt cuz i figured some admin person would just yell at me to take it off for disrupting a class or something =P w/e.
well time for school. fun fun right? hoa yea.
luv ya'll.
of course he ignored me all day and i was totally bummed, but i was bummed for other reasons too--bigger reasons.
so the rents brought up the whole abandoning the family thing again yesterday morning and that really didnt help much. dad and i had a yelling match and i told him HE was abandoning me for dinner...i probably shouldn't have said that, but there were things he shouldn't have said too. well then i went to dinner, came back, and got yelled at again by a father who made a surprise visit to PK just to see if i was doing what i said i was doing. and i was but he said i wasnt. w/e.
then after the whole performance i got totally yelled at and now my throat hurts from screaming back bawling at the same time and...yea. that wasn't good. so i got home last night, got online, got offline, and called heather to talk to her. i talked to her till a little after 10 and then i got off and tried to go ot sleep.
she gave me some advice too: tell the rents what performances are important ones that they need to show up to and which ones they can miss. also: when i get pissed at them, act indifferent, and dont start convos with them. and when they start convos, dont reply unless asked a question, and then only reply curtly but politely. so pretty much give them a more mature silent treatment.
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but today is better. i, along with tessa, am planning to wear my gypsy costume. she got a couple so....yeay =) so i'm gonna jingle all day too. i'm wearing the ginormous earrings and the bracelet but i didnt bring the belt cuz i figured some admin person would just yell at me to take it off for disrupting a class or something =P w/e.
well time for school. fun fun right? hoa yea.
luv ya'll.